Right now if we go online can we see the lectures
of major institutions? Yes. Oxford, Cambridge, Queens, MIT, it's all there, right? How hard
would it have been to get access to that 20 years ago? Impossible. cost. So if that's the case,
while the credentials to college are not free, is the education of college, maybe not
the experience of going to a frat party, getting drunk, and getting chlamydia, but is the
actual education for free? But if we were to look in the average person's search history,
who believes the system is against them, is their uh search history just riddled with
MIT lectures? No.
It's just endless lectures from MIT. They just they've they've watched every
MIT lecture they could find, but they're broke. No. So that's why, you know,
someone searched history, which for most people is a combination of porn. The huck to a [ __ ] and like some [ __ ]
dance. Okay. So, and Skipy Toilet. Okay, brain rot. So if someone believes the system's
against them, they're not wrong. Just like the law of attraction, just like, you know, u a
lot of these things, they're not wrong, but there's another piece they're also not looking at,
which is their own responsibility. It's always, yeah, there's obstacles and then there's the
greatest obstacle ever, yourself. So if you look at someone's search history, they're just
they're just they're just fuckarounds. Okay? They're just fuckarounds. And if you want, if you
give a bunch of cash, like what they want, they're gonna [ __ ] that around in most cases, they're
gonna blow it, they're gonna ruin it, and they're going to go back to living in [ __ ] and squalor.
How do I know? Because, like I said at the start of the seminar, I dragged a lot of people kicking
and screaming the finish line.
And I took on their karma, and it didn't help, and it made them
mad, and they're pissed about it years later. So, you can't just move somebody there. They have to
want it. So from a pragmatic standpoint when I say that you have to resonate with the information,
here is what I mean. What is going to happen to you is when you're in a lower vibe and you
read something that is higher paradigm than you're used to reading, you're going to zone out.
Your blinders are going to start coming on. This is typically attributed to being uh dopamine
dependent. So you're looking at little quick reels to give you dopamine because the stimulus
is changing. I believe that that is a thousand% correct. But I also believe simultaneously that
even if you took high paradigm information, people should actually do this, but if you took it, put
it into little reels and made it very digestible, it still wouldn't be watched as much as brain rot.
So understand this, okay? things like marijuana or Keeping Up with the Kardashians or pop culture uh
or gossip podcasts, there's a specific resonance that this information has.
So, marijuana, which
you think is getting you high, what is it that makes you high from marijuana? Helps me let go.
Helps you let go. Lowers your resonance to a grounded, a grounded state. Okay. But what's the
substance in it that makes you get high? TC. Okay, we think it's THC, right? While I believe that
that is to some extent true, what I would tell you is I personally I'm just giving my per I'm giving
a take here. So there's things that I know for a fact and things that I just have as opinion. So
I'm going to can I share a strong opinion without making a fact? Okay, I'm going to give an opinion.
Okay, but this is based on a lot more than you'd think.
Um I believe that what it is is that
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Don't answer, ever had the experience where you had sex with somebody that you totally shouldn't
have raw, but you knew you really shouldn't do it. Like, you really shouldn't do it. And you you
really you just really shouldn't do it. Like, you just should not be doing that. You shouldn't
even be [ __ ] with a condom, but let alone without one.
And then you didn't use the condom.
Has anyone here ever had the experience where that felt thousands of times better than if you had sex
someone more attractive? Have you ever seen how some people get high off getting beat up from
during that process? I don't, but some people do. Okay. So, I'm not that's not my thing at all,
but they call that SNM. You've heard that, right? SNM. Okay. BDSM. Okay. BDSM. All that stuff. Not
my not my personal cup of tea. Um, I'm a little more I'm what they call a vanilla. But the point
being is that's something that happens. Okay, there's a high that you get when you're hurting
yourself. It just resonates so deeply. And then what happens in my view, again, this just opinion,
but I have a lot of reasons I believe this.
I could do a you think I could talk about this topic
long talk about this other topic. I think what happens is that we have an energetic force field.
It's it's protecting us. And certain substances blow holes in the energetic force field. These
little energetic creeper parasite vermin see that you're hurting yourself and they run away and then
in their absence you feel high. So in other words, let's say you're a Viking, okay? And you're trying
to raid a castle in England and then you're all waiting. You're all waiting there about to raid
the castle and then you see that they start blowing holes in the walls just randomly.
They
just want to blow a hole in the wall. What if you're a Viking? What would you do? Wait, what's
the quote that would apply here from I believe it was Napoleon? Never get in the way of what?
Somebody make a mistake. Was this Was this uh is it Machaveli? Is it Napoleon? Is it uh your enemy?
Is it Sunzu? Never get in the way of your enemy hurting themselves. Is that Sunzu? Thanks. Okay.
So, what happens is is that you'd go, "Guys, these [ __ ] morons are blowing holes in the castle
wall. Here, retreat to the forest. Uh, we're not here." And then they're like, "Wow, it's so great.
Every time we blow a hole in the castle wall, the Vikings just leave.
And then what happens is you
keep blowing more holes. And then eventually the Vikings storm in. So then what do you do to get
the Vikings to go away again? You blow more holes. You go, "Shit, they're coming. They came in. What
do we do?" Blow more holes. They leave. You feel good. Blow more. Then they come back in hurt you
more. Blow more holes until the whole shield is gone.
You'll see someone who's an addict who has
no defense from negativity whatsoever. That could be attributed to brain neurochemistry, damage
to the brain, damage to impulse control, and so on and so forth. And it's probably true, but I'm
just sharing my opinion of what that is. Okay? So, you'll find that when you're doing things that
hurt you, it's reinforcing that vibe. It's feeding those energetic parasites. No different than
if you're addicted on high amounts of sugar. There's actual I think it's candida that's in
your body that Do you guys know about this where uh your brain will brainwash you to um want things
that will feed candida for the parasites in you or for the candida? I'm I'm [ __ ] this one
up. I used to know this stuff called.
Okay, so what it's basically that it's something
like we could chat GPT it. It's something like um I love how someday people will have to
hear the word chat GPT and go they used to use chat GBT. But anyway, so um like a Commodore
64 if you guys know what that is. But anyway, so uh what it is is basically like the candida in
your body will control your [ __ ] brain to want food to feed itself. The energetic parasites in
my view will make you want things that allow you to break down your barrier so that it can feed
itself.
Okay. So something like marijuana breaks down your protection shield. But what does it
also do? This is huge. What is the main thing marijuana does? It allows you to waste your time.
What is the ultimate energy of death? wasting your time. Let's do a thought experiment on why that
is. Okay, so you worry about getting killed, right? Does that scare you? Getting killed. Scares
me. Scare you? That's it. That's all I get for Do you worry about getting killed? Okay, cool.
Let's Why don't I pull out a big weapon and see how much you run? So you guys worry about getting
killed. Someone comes in here with a big sword, starts swinging around, you run. Okay, so you
worry about getting killed, right? Yes. Every time that you waste your time, you just got killed.
It's just that you got killed for half an hour. Why is that? You didn't You didn't exist in that moment. You
didn't exist. You didn't exist in that moment. And what else? Can't get it back. You're killed
for half an hour. If you If you had in theory a 100year life, you wasted half an hour.
You now
have a 99y year minus half an hour life. When when you have a significant other that's always
dramatic and flipping out and making drama and they're taking a third of your time to manage
their emotions, their emotional dysregulation, that's an energy of death. It's meant to partially
kill you. You'll still exist.
You can bounce back from it. Your existence continues, but a part
of your life is gone. Right? That's why when someone or something wastes your time, it is
the energy of death. It is a partial killing. It is an energy of death. So people who resonate
with an energy of death love their weed because the weed allows it to burn a part of their
life away. Oh, but it feels good. That is not actually a good feeling. They just think it is
because that's what that's what the parasite is telling them it is. But it's not actually real.
It's not based on anything. You're just look you're looking at red and Stimpy in your [ __ ]
couch. Maybe that is good. I don't know. Anyway, maybe he's jealous. So anyway, so if that's the
case, it's partially killing you, right? You know what else waste your time? Gossip. Have you seen
this? And then they did this and then like just and then and then and then and then and then and
then and then they did that.
Can you believe they did this? I can't believe it. And then and then
and then again and then. Who gives a [ __ ] bro? Okay. People that resonate with the energy of
life, you start gossiping, that doesn't feed them. It doesn't nourish them. It doesn't sustain them.
Someone who resonates with the energy of life, it's like, I want to kick ass. I want to laugh.
I want to have fun. I want to go travel. I want to expand. I want to share. I want other people
to have better lives. It's an expansive energy, a raising energy, an ascending energy. It's
a beautiful, playful, light, awesome. It's not wasting time and then hiding from life numb.
So a show like Keeping Up with the Kardashians, why does that resonate with someone in the energy
of death? Wastes time.
It just wastes time. Now something like an art piece, a beautiful divinely
inspired creation or even just a fun creation in some way to me that there's a space for absorbing
that being a being a connoisseur of those things. That's beautiful. But something where it's just a
bunch of crap and it's designed to wake your waste your time has a specific energy about it. Okay. So
now what happens is in the same way that I came in here I said who here has read the Bavagita? Who
here has read the Dow Jang etc etc. And most of you haven't read it. You've got to ask yourself a
question. Why was I never curious about hypnosis and how it works? Why was I never curious about
magic and how it works? Why was I never curious? Most of you in this room have probably never
read the Gospels.
Like, who in this we we'll check. We're in the Midwest. Maybe there's more.
Who here's read Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John like all the way through. Not even the whole Bible.
Just Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John. Okay, so these are the texts that Western civilization is based
on. Doesn't mean you have to agree with them, but Western civilization was founded on this and
you haven't read it. or things like the bavagita that a lot of eastern civilization is based on or
the da jing. So think about all the dumb [ __ ] you consumed, the weed, the drugs, the crap,
the gossip that didn't get your life anywhere and then these incredible books you haven't read.
Alex Hermoszi, who is probably the most popular contemporary marketing teacher who basically bases
this up on Dan Kennedy as do I. Uh he gives away his books for free. Who here has read I'm not even
gonna say $100 million offers and $100 million lead. I'll just go with $100 million offers
completely for free. Who here has read that? So, it's a very tiny percent of the room. So, the
top contemporary marketer in the world right now really a guy who's just a powerful voice
giving his spin on things like Dan Kennedy.
A lot of these OGs that don't get credit anymore. No
one knows him. And that few people have read that. Now, who here has spent time maybe a couple years
studs? Who here studied the OG's OG marketers? You have. What'd you read? Eugene Schwarz. Eugene
Schwarz. Okay, keep going. Uh Dan Kennedy. Kennedy. Fantastic. Got like 12 books, so it takes
Yeah. But you but you've at least explored that there's this guy called Dan Kennedy who exists
that if you just read his stuff and put it in, you'd have all this money.
Okay. So, you at least
know that's like a thing. Okay. Got it. Okay. How come no politician who's griev who how come no
grievance-based politician ever told their base to read Kennedy? Because they see through everything
because if everybody read Kennedy, there wouldn't be a need for the politician. Okay, so they also
don't see it. They also are not in paradoxy. They probably they probably even partially believe
what they're saying. It's crazy world. Okay. So, you can't see certain things is what I'm getting
at. There's things right in front of you. The answers are right there, but you can't see it.
Can
anybody can any of you guess and and I'm going to I'm going to go much deeper. Can any of you guess
how I arrived at this point? Can any of you like, who wants to take a stab at what my journey might
have looked like that gets me to a point where I feel a need to show up in Chicago and just get a
group of people together, pay my own money to rent the room, and blather and scream about this,
like to vent for like hours. Like, what took me here? Like, how'd I get here? You know what I
mean? What does it take for me to get up here and just be pissed off and I'm like, I just need to
vent about this [ __ ] for a couple hours while everyone listens and post.
Then I'm gonna edit
and post it. I'm going to post it. Okay. Like what makes me What kind of things might I have seen
that got me here? I think you're the same guy. Mission. It's a mission. You're the same guy who
gave me the B of Gita that I didn't read. Yeah, that's true, too. You want everybody to know
about it? I want people to know about it. Why don't you read it? It's free. Yeah, but but like,
so that's something I've seen. But can you imagine the [ __ ] I've seen? Can you imagine what I must
have seen to get to this point? Any other guesses? Some dark [ __ ] I've seen some dark [ __ ]
bro. I've seen some dark [ __ ] [ __ ] Okay, so I'm going to try to I'll try to explain to you
roughly what it is that I saw. Okay, so I have this thing about myself that I can't figure out.
I've been trying to figure this out for years, but I can't figure it out.
Okay, so here's what
I can't figure out. There's something in me that really, really, really wants to help people. But
I'm not saying that to make myself look good, okay? I'm saying that to show you what I can't
figure out. I can't figure out if the reason why I want to help people is because I have
something that's known as codependence where basically kids that came up in a bad upbringing
become hypervigilant where basically their own self-worth is is dictated by getting other people
to like them.
So, there's a thing called people pleasing and codependence where basically
if you came up in a [ __ ] up household, you're hypervigilant of like, is your mom mad,
is your sister mad, is your dad mad, and you're always trying to please them and it kind of [ __ ]
you up for life. So, I can't tell if I have that. That's number one possibility. Number two is my
great-grandfather, Russell Cook, was a Christian preacher and I can't tell if Christianity is just
deeply in my DNA because when I read the Bible, I resonate with it so deeply. It's just it's
like it's [ __ ] crazy how much I resonate with that. Like, it's scares me. Like, it really
freaks me out. So, I can't tell if it's like some kind of like Christian consciousness thing that I
downloaded from my grandpa or my great-grandfather Russell.
If it's that he was like a pastor in
World War I, World War II, he'd volunteer to go there. I can't tell if it's some kind of u whether
it's epigenetic or spiritual or something. I don't know. So, it's either some weird mental problem,
codependence, or the other one um is that I grew up very depressed and the way that I didn't kill
myself cuz I was suicidally depressed growing up was that I just thought, well, even if my life
sucks and I hate and I'm unhappy all the time, maybe what maybe if I could just make other people
happy, there'd at least be some kind of point in my life. So, maybe I could focus on that for now
and then later I could figure out how to be happy, which I eventually did.
Yep. Do you ever feel like
like you have all these gifts that you can enjoy, but like every time you try to share that gift
with other people, it just doesn't land and you're just in Well, that's what the seminar is about.
Yeah. But it's not all the time. I have a lot of great successes, too, so I'm grateful. But it's
just that it's hard to get everyone to change, right? And you can't make everyone change.
But I
guess what I'm getting at is um believe it or not, guys, for for for all the people that say, "Oh,
people in the world don't want to help me." Most people that I know that are very successful,
if you talk to them, have really tried to help other people and they come to their own kind of
spiritual arrival point where they say, "You know what? I spent 30 years trying to drag these [ __ ]
to the finish line. They don't want it. They're bitter when you do it. And I've spiritually
arrived at a place of accepting reality for what it is, that they don't want to change." That's
where most people arrive at. If you guys have read Kobe Bryant's article that he wrote about how
he helped his parents. Oh yeah. Here, let me see if I can get the the Kobe one. Okay, this is like,
yes, there's a lot of evil, sick in the head rich people, but I would say most average successful
people are flabbergasted at the fact that people don't want to step up.
Okay, so let's look up
uh Kobe uh letter to my 17-year-old self. You guys ready? Want to hear it? Late great Kobe. You
want to hear it? Okay, dear 17-year-old self, when your Laker dream comes true tomorrow, you need to
figure out a way to invest in the future of your family and friends. This sounds simple, and you
may think it's a no-brainer, but take some time to think on it further. I said invest. I did not
say give.
Let me explain. And if I'm being honest, I think what he really means is people are just
[ __ ] You probably can't even invest. But I think he's saying that to just sound diplomatic because
even investing often is [ __ ] Purely giving material things to your siblings and friends may
appear to be the right decision. You love them and they were always there for you growing up. So,
it's only right that they should share in your success and all that comes with it. So, you buy
them a car, a big house, pay all their bills, you want them to live a beautiful, comfortable life,
right? But the day will come when you realize that as much as you believed you were doing the right
thing, you're actually holding them back. You will come to understand that you were taking care of
them because it made you feel good. See, that's where I question the codependent thing. It made
you happy to see them smiling without a care in the world. And that was extremely selfish of you.
While you were feeling satisfied with yourself, you were slowly eating away at their at their own
dreams and ambitions.
You were adding material things to their lives, but subtracting the most
precious gifts of all, independence and growth. Understand you are about to be a leader of the
family and this involved making tough choices. Even if your sibling and friends do not understand
them at the time, I said invest in their future. Don't just give. Use your own success and wealth
and influence to put them in the best position to realize their own dreams and find their true true
purpose.
Put them through school. Set them up with job interviews. Help them become better leaders
in their own right. Hold them to the same level of hard work and dedication it took for you to
get to where you are now and you will eventually go. I'm writing you now so that you can begin this
process immediately so that you don't have to deal with the hurt and struggle of weeding them off of
the addiction you facilitated. That addiction only leads to anger, resentment, and jealousy from
everybody involved, including yourself. So, as time goes on, you'll see them grow independently,
have their own ambitions, their own lives, and your relationships with them will be much
better as a result. There's plenty more I could write to you, but at 17, I know you don't have the
attention to sit through 2,000 words.
So, he says, "Next time, next time I write you, I may touch
on the challenges of mixing blood with business. The most important advice I can give to you is
to make sure your parents remain parents and not managers. Um, do you guys know what happened with
Kobe's parents? Yeah. What' they do to him? Jelly Brian, I think. Jelly Bean Bryant. What did
he do? They did not like his wife at all. Um, they didn't they didn't accept him to the
family at first. They sold his high school [ __ ] memorabilia. Okay. So, and that probably
is the end point of it. It's like a little tip of an iceberg of a lot beneath the surface. Okay.
So, Kobe had the same experience.
What kind of things do you think Kobe experienced? What
do you think he saw? Big trail from Come on, guys. What happened? What What do you think he
saw? Come on. Let's Let's imagine. Let's Let's use the power of imagination to think about what Kobe
would have experienced. Let's just guess. Father was jealous. Other people feeling entitled to what
he had. Okay. So he gets So okay, let's start this from scratch.
He's 17. He goes to the NBA, gets a
bunch of money. He's not a selfish guy. So what's he going to do? Set his parents up. Buys them
houses. Buys him this. Buys him that. Initially, what's the reaction from his parents? Yay. Yay.
What happens later? Resentment. Greed. Resentment. Greed. Then what happens later? Do they appreciate
Kobe or hate him? Okay. So I have also been through this many times. Now, why is it? Look, his
parents are very smart, right? Kobe clearly comes from good genetic background. He's very, very
smart himself. His dad and his mom, I'm sure, are very intelligent. These are not dumb people.
So, why couldn't it be that with a son like like, wouldn't you guys think that if your son was Kobe
and gave you that much that you could take what he gave you and you could build on it and not
[ __ ] it up? Wouldn't you think that? Ideally, let me tell you this. Probably not. You already
have what Kobe Bryant's parents gave him. You already have access to MIT videos to tons of
video content online.
You had access to the Hermosi book. You had access to the Bagabagita.
You had access to the Bible. You had access to have a different internet search history than
what you have now. You've already been given this. The capacity for growth is in many ways to
not dismiss or minimize the good things that you have going for you already. You already have a
gazillion resources and that you're not using. So what is So why would that make you think that
if Kobe came along and bought you a house and gave you a couple million bucks that you wouldn't
[ __ ] that up? So my experience here's the things that I experienced. I would always try to help
people. One of them that I did was I would write articles about dating. And what wound up happening
was I would I'd have these amazing experiences. I learned from my mentor mystery.
I went out and
apply what I learn. I got amazing results. It was not just a straight shot up. It's like um the the
book mastery says uh not the Robert Green one but uh what was the other book to Mastery? It was uh
uh George Leonard, right? It's not a straight shot up. It's you know ups and downs as you go up. You
have bad nights, good nights, right? But I, you know, went through the process of getting better.
So I did that. Okay. So I start writing articles about all this stuff. And I am so pumped. I am
so [ __ ] pumped. All I want to do is say, "Guys, guys, the biggest thing that plagues plagues you
in the world, we have information to share. It's all here. It's all here." Like, what can you guys
think of as a subject matter more than dating that men would want to hear about more? Nothing. What
is more potent to a man than sex? Nothing. So you'd think, so people would even come to me like,
"Wow, you've got a great business.
I mean, what do guys want more than to get laid? You've got a
great business or they'll say that about making money, but a lot of people when I'd write those
articles would troll them." And I wasn't even mad at it because I thought, you know, if I read
this, I would think it's BS, too, probably. So I couldn't even hate on it.
So what do you think
I thought at that time when I'm writing those articles? That's 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006,
2007. I'm like 5 years deep trying to convince the world of what I'm seeing using a keyboard. Using a
keyboard, seeing that I have to some extent solved this issue that plagued my life, that made me sad,
that made me lonely, kind of made me wish I was dead. I was so lonely and that I could fix that
for people. And I thought, has Harvard not solved this? Has Yale not saw this? Has Stanford not
saw this? What the f Why am I the guy? And Eric, I'm the guy. Like, how many billion men
have lived and there's nothing to solve this? And I'm the guy.
Am I in a dream? Am I
like in the movie Total Recall and I'm going to wake up from this? I actually believe I am.
If you put a gun to my head right now and said, "Do you believe that you're in some weird total
recall dream?" I'd say yes. Because my life is so [ __ ] weird. AI is about to wake up. I somehow
was the main guy who figured out this [ __ ] There was even a guy that made a comment like
he this like on my recent video and I can't even like again I can't even hate on this. He
said I I can't I can't even be mad at him. Like here's what he said. Who who here's
watched this week's video? You guys like this week's video? Yeah. Thanks,
man. Thanks, bro. I'm trying, man. The three-hour one or the one? Yeah, three-hour
one. So, this guy said, "This is the most unlikely man to sell attraction and relationship advice.
He dresses like a bum.
I've been wearing a quart million dollars in jewelry, but okay. Uh, looks
very unappealing. Thanks. Obviously, I missed something other men are missing." And like, I
couldn't even be mad. Like, I'm like, I agree. So, I just wrote, "Have the most amount of real
life interactions recorded uh demonstrating this video in the world. Recommend you do some digging,
my friend." Like, I'm like, "Just look me up, bro." Like, I recorded this [ __ ] I mean, those
videos are hard to find, though. I know. So, dig. Okay. Cuz I did what I I have been to And
that's kind of what I'm getting at here. I went to hell and back to put those out.
Hell back. So
I have been to it was very hard to record. It was very expensive and timeconuming to uh curate
an edit and it was a thousand times worse to have the blowback. But it's like how come Harvard
or Yale will study the mating habits of a buffalo but won't touch humans? I don't want to teach
this. I am potentially one of the greatest public speakers alive. I don't need to teach this weird
[ __ ] Okay? I don't want to teach it. I don't need to teach it. I can teach anything else. Can
you Can Harvard please stand up? So, somebody else can teach this. You guys have covered the mating
habits of a South African toad enough. Can a human being learn how they mate? Please, so that guys
like me don't have to want to blow their brains out and become chronic [ __ ] and just sit there
in tears hugging your pillow and wanking it so you can know how to meet a girl.
And they go, "Just be
a nice guy." And it's like the Bavad Gita saying, "It's just about the process, right? It's just
about the process. You're manifesting. Look, just be a nice guy and you'll get the girl.
It's like, and then you're sitting there like, "Am I not nice? I think I'm pretty nice.
I think I'm a pretty nice." They're like, "Well, maybe you should be authentic."
And you're like, "I think I'm authentic." And they say, "Well, maybe you should have
respect." And you're like, "How much more respect can I have? Are you saying are you
telling me that I'm dishonest, inathetic, and disrespectful? Well, then why am I alone? And
then how come machine gun Kelly has Megan Fox? So, you're not given the answers.
I never wanted to.
I would have much rather been the student. I try to be the student. I actually went to great
mentors who gave me what they had to give, but even that was a little weird. I didn't
necessarily want to stack a routine as the only thing I knew. Even though I love my
mentors, I wanted more and that was fine. So, and and you guys should go past what
I teach you. So, I love my mentors, but I needed even more even beyond what they had.
And you should go beyond what I have for you. What's wrong with learning? How come you can't
go to Stanford and take a course in this? No one ever asked that question, right? Just be nice.
Look, I'm nice.
What else? So, it bothered me, man. It [ __ ] bothered the [ __ ] out of me. So,
I went out of absolute exasperation that people didn't understand. And I recorded the [ __ ] a
lot and I put it out. And I did that not because I wanted to, but I felt that if I didn't, I
was defying God. Because from my perspective, if you know something like that, it has to be
shared because other people are suffering. So I looked out for people's identities, always made
sure that, you know, had the black bars were on the eyes and I did that. And what happened
was I showed everything I could. And again, from my perspective, I thought that would fix it.
I thought what would happen was people would see that and wake up immediately. But actually,
funny enough, I forgot another part of the story. Want to hear a little bit before that part
of the story? I had another thing that I created called the blueprint decoded.
Who here's ever seen
that? Okay. When I made the blueprint decoded, that was a five-year project and I worked on
that. Okay. And the entire time I was creating it, I thought when this thing comes out, the whole
world's going to change. I was very narcissistic, clearly, very um unaware of how humans work.
If I had had the blueprint that what's in blueprint decoded, my life would have changed so
dramatically because once I had that information, I understood how to make millions. I understood
how to have a better dating life. I understood how to be happy. Everything changed for me. So,
I just thought, okay, as soon as you have this, everyone's going to change. I thought that and
people give me props for blueprint decoded every day on the street as they do for hot seat at home,
the hot seat home and and the stuff where I show the interactions, but it didn't make this like
global change that I thought naively in my early 20s that it would.
So I'd already had that
experience. So then I thought, well, okay, I explained it for 20 hours that I took 5 years
to create it. But what if I recorded it and then I could show people how to do it? But here's
what I noticed. If you would look at the ratio of comments under my old written articles before
there was social media platforms and the capacity to show video, let's say that it was like, you
know, x amount of people saying this is BS, this isn't real. when I showed visibly obvious
real interactions that you would have to be mentally [ __ ] to believe it would be an actor.
You'd have to be mentally [ __ ] First of all, just to get a girl to come out on time is harder
than it is to go chat them.
So, it's much easier just from a logistic standpoint to just go say h
to people out, let alone like be here at 7:00 and laugh like this and then you say this and here's
your [ __ ] script. Okay, so I'm I'm looking at this and guys, if you want to see the degree of
my passion for this, how many other teachers do you know that would post rejection compilations?
Do you guys remember I'd post V just compilations of me getting demolished? That doesn't help my
business. I just wanted people to see the whole thing. I would show the whole night out when it
goes bad, when it goes good. I volunteered that. I volunteer. I remember this one guy who used to
work for me. He was the editor and then he's like I'm he made this video called I'm going to release
the truth about Owen. He was like you know in the sometimes when I'd be editing the videos I'd see
that there was some rejections in the night too and and he like made this weird [ __ ] and I was
like bro I was getting you to sort the footage out showing here is like a direct conversation
starter.
Here's an indirect conversation starter. Here's rejections. I'm getting you guys to post
compilations of the rejections. I sometimes posted full nights out. Who ever seen videos of
me like in hot seat with the full night out? Okay. Sometimes I post rejection compilations. Who here
saw that? Oh, thank you. A couple. Thank god some of you remember. Okay. And then sometimes I post
these kind of conversations or this kind of thing or that kind of thing. Here's a mixed guy group
and I posted that. Here's how to open without talking. I posted that. But somehow this guy
thought he stumbled on something. I was showing everything about everything that I was doing
from the start. Total transparency. Here's what a horrible night looks like. Here's what a bad night
that turns into a good night looks like. Here's what a good night looks like. Here's this kind of
conversation. Here's that kind of conversation. And I did it cuz Harvard [ __ ] didn't.
Why can't
Why does a Harvard profit there with their [ __ ] notebook in a bar writing down what they're
seeing and not testing it themselves? That is [ __ ] up. Do you guys want that egghehead [ __ ]
of some observation or do you just want to see it? What do you want? I want to see it. You want
more theory? You want to see it? I mean, honest question.
Do you want Do you guys see these
podcasts that talk about attraction these days where they spend 50 hours talking about attraction
and you never get to see it? Most of those podcasters existed back in the day, but they could
never get traction because back in the day, cuz guys, when the cat is away, the mouse will play.
And back in the day, they would have been asked, "Hey, why don't you why you talk about this for 10
hours? Just post what it looks like. takes you can learn more from 10 seconds to a minute and a half
maybe than from five hours of explaining it. So that ended and when it ended everybody complained
never saying when that ended and I couldn't do that anymore. I never had a single person not one
come to me and say man Owen you dedicated your life to this that must have really sucked. How are
you doing man? 10 years of your life. How are you doing, man? All they said was, "I want it back.
That's the Library of Alexandria you burned." They never took any action to make any real change
where I could have not had been in that position. They're just completely at the effect.
So, coming
from such a mentality of being at the cause, I went and met up with the highest level people
you'll ever see. more high level than any of you guys can conceive of that I won't even say worked
with them and got them to at least move the needle a bit okay around the clock worked and worked
and worked and worked and worked and worked and worked and worked and worked and worked and the
truth is not a single person stepped up and said hey how are you doing bro that must have [ __ ]
sucked just give me my thing I'm like what is with Now, I know I'm venting, okay? But I'm giving you
my story, okay? I'm just giving you my story. So then from this, because remember I said, "How
did I get to this point that I'm in front of an audience just rambling like this, okay? What
could people have done to help you?" So you what's [ __ ] up about it is you can't say, but cuz
then I got to cut it out.
But there was stuff and somehow I figured out. Okay, so the point being
is this. Okay, there's there's many non-aggressive ways that you can make your voice known to change
things. And then what we wound up seeing was 2020 happened and there was all this BS and then
you couldn't even talk about that. So anyway, so I deal with all this [ __ ] Okay. Now during
this time period, I am so passionate about getting these ideas out that I'm hiring different
instructors.
And at that time, my revenues are crazy high and theirs are usually pretty [ __ ]
low. But because I didn't want me to be the only one teaching it, I would pump money into their
brands while losing a gazillion freaking dollars to build them up. Notice that everybody that I
work with had huge crowds, famous, became rich, everybody. Why did that happen? There's a massive
support system. So, I did that push as hard as I could. It's a [ __ ] up business model because
once you get once you help someone and drag them there to be famous and then they realize, hey,
I could cut him out.
Pretty tempting to do that. And then what winds up happening though is that
maybe they're walking down the street and people are going, "Yo, RSD, baby. Hey, what happened
with you and Owen?" And rather than just saying, "I just want to do my own thing. Owen is cool with
it." They make up some crazy [ __ ] Now, you want to know what else I noticed? They'll make up crazy
[ __ ] And if you look at the comments under that, everyone believes them. Everyone just believes
whatever is in front of their face. And if I don't say anything about it cuz I want to feed it. Then
they go, "Well, he if someone said it about me, I would just make a thousand videos defending
myself. So maybe he just did all this shit." And yet every single person who's ever made
a complaint about me is a millionaire. Cry me a river from your bathtub of cash. And they
all have great dating success. They're all rich. Look, even if I was Satan himself, you're rich.
You have a brand till the day you die.
Never mind the fact that the amount of work that I do for you
guys, imagine what I do for someone I work with. But okay, we we'll just pretend that for you guys
I give everything, but for them I'm bad. Okay, cool. So, the reality that I'm living in is this
weird reality where I'm helping pe I'm I'm writing articles for people to see something better. Most
people don't take action on it. I make theoretical videos like blueprint for people to do better.
Most don't take action on it. I finally say, "Fuck it. Throw my hands up over there.
Just start recording this [ __ ] Hot seat, all that." Most people don't take action on it.
I
hire a team of people, build them into being rich, build them to evangelizing, make free events
all over the world run by multiple instructors. A lot of people don't take action and the people
that I build up wind up bitching that like an email doesn't get sent or something and flipping
out and then inevitably they leave, go broke, and then now that they're broke, they're pissed
like in the Kobe Bryant thing cuz they thought it was just them the whole time.
By the way, they
usually think and they many of them said this that they manifested it like a girl who goes to
Dubai. You know, this time two years ago, I was sitting in a [ __ ] Walmart and I manifested all
this money and then I manifested. So now I'm going to do this next thing. You know, I quit my Walmart
job and I got rich. Maybe if I quit here, I'll be more rich. Oh, it didn't work. Now I'm pissed.
And I got to hear Imagine what it's like for me to hear this [ __ ] Can you imag Like imagine I
just take you personally.
I just drag you around the streets like a marionette teaching you things
for five hours a night, put cameras on you, teach you public speaking, bring you up at seminars
where I'd rather be speaking, showing you how to public speak, setting you traffic. I remember
I had this one seminar where I I was it was during uh lockdown and I went and I looked up the 2018
World Summit and I was like, man, I'd kill to have some seminar videos right now that I could post
for my audience during the lockdown. So, I look at the world uh the world summer. I had all the
instructors and I see I'm looking for one segment. You know what I realized? I didn't even have any
speaking time at all because all I was doing for a 7-day event in Vegas was supporting them.
And
then I even go help their [ __ ] upsells. So, I realized I'm [ __ ] in the head. This is crazy.
So, I could see what's going on. Here's the takeaway. Okay. You think right now that your life
is tough because you don't have the help you want. But I myself dedicated my life to try to help. And
there was not a single case where I pushed for it that it was effective. Now, how about romantic
relationships? Any of you guys here ever had a really hot girlfriend that you're super attracted
to? So, you go, "You know what? I'll date her. Maybe get her into self-help.
Get her off weed.
Get her off drugs. She'll do better. You ever try that? Does anyone here have a single success
story where that worked out or is this or across the board is it they just go right back to smoking
weed as soon as you guys break up and they blame you? So I had experiences where again I mean if
some if a girl is my girlfriend man they're living in a mansion. They're going they're traveling.
They have support. They're being educated all stuff and they do great but inevitably they will
go back to exactly where they were at. And here's the other thing. Whatever drugs they didn't do
for that year or two or three, they will do in a month. Like this is how many pounds of weed
I would have smoked. And they'll smoke that in like 6 weeks and then just look like a wacko.
Okay? And then completely wipe out your efforts, what you did, say that you didn't love them, all
this [ __ ] It's especially annoying when you're somebody like me whose counter when already a lot
of people think bad things of me and then in the relationship like oh baby I love you those people
think bad of you don't see the real you like I do and then as soon as they leave no it was all true
what they said it's like the book the game with Neil Styley [ __ ] talks to me like 200 pages
and then people will be my friend be like yeah Neil's a [ __ ] dick and then as soon as we're not
friends like as you all know from the Neil book and I'm like that's not how you sounded before
baby you know right so so that's and then because I just said [ __ ] it and said you know what I'm
not going to spend my life rebuttling this.
I'm just going to rebut it. I'm just going to focus on
making great value. I made that choice and I made that choice to not engage with that [ __ ] because
I want to just focus all my time on building value. Now, let's spin that around to this idea
that you could live in a heaven or hell on earth. In truth, as bad as what happened sounds, I did
make a choice to just focus on building value. Okay? I did. I ignored it. And I let it go. It
hurt. I love every one of those [ __ ] people. It shocks me every day that those people are not
here with me in the seminar room.
Does it maybe shock some of you guys, too? It kind of It's
kind of weird, right? Where the [ __ ] Where the [ __ ] And you know, it's a weird thing, guys.
You You want to know what it [ __ ] feels like? Uh, it's probably not even real, but it just
feels like this. You ever read the book uh reality transerving by Vim Zealand or Parallel Universe
universe of self with um Fred Dawson is like pretty wacky guy, but you might have read that. He
says it's like uh that when you raise your vibe, again, probably [ __ ] but he said that when
you raise your vibe, you you like jump reality timelines to another timeline. It almost winds
up feeling like when you're in personal growth like you're jumping timelines because you're
elevating and then other people can't come from the journey and then some weird zombie version of
them is like I don't like you and you're like but we're best friends but we're soulmates.
They're
like, "No." And it's like their soul couldn't go for the journey and then you just hopped up. And
then maybe in some other timeline, you kind of stayed at their level and there's like a parallel
version of them and you that are like kicking it and having fun. Like you and your ex are like had
like six kids like in that other reality, but you kind of stayed at her level and then when you
hop up next level and they're gone. Dan Kennedy, who I've somewhat deified in the seminar, says
that the hardest part of success is being like a snake that sheds its skin and becoming new again.
And it's this it's like a a forest burning down to have renewal. It's like it's like shedding where
you shed the unnecessary hairs. It's really weird. And you beg the people to come along with you.
You beg and you plead. Please, I love you. I want you to be here with me. Please be here with me.
I
can remember times when I elevated and I've had a breakup and I'd be with a girl and I'm laughing,
having fun, and talking about possibility and cool things that could happen and they're just mad.
It's like the more that you talk about like the more that you laugh and have fun and joke with
them and and and talk about uplifting things like let's go to national park, let's go skiing, let's
go to a comedy show, let's have great sex tonight. No, I wouldn't say it like that, but you know,
like let's let's um let's build a business. Let's grow your thing. And they and it's you can
feel it's an energetic wool where it's like like invasion the body snatcher [ __ ] and
it's like going and talking to a homeless person who just wants a dollar
or some drugs and you're like, "You could rate the Bavad Gita." And
they're like, "Oh, yeah.
The drugs, give me the change." So, what happens? what I saw. So then that started
to make more sense to me that as you're elevating, there's kind of something to that weird law of
attraction [ __ ] beyond just an upsell and beyond just a hot girl thinking that she manifested
getting [ __ ] in her face in Dubai and it's a joke obviously, but why is it real? So yeah. So
anyway, look, you guys, you guys remember I told you about like uh like the weird [ __ ] that'll
happen like when you go on like the spiritual path and stuff. I was with one of my exes and
I was telling her about the hummus mafia and I said I said, "Baby, you know, she she was uh she'd
been in in a really huge beauty pageant when she was younger and I said to her, I said, "Babe,
um you know, a lot of these girls that you see that are killing it, they're they're not actually
really killing it.
They're just going to Dubai and getting [ __ ] in their face, right?" And I said,
"Look, tell me someone who you really look up to. like tell me the name of a girl who you really
look up to and we'll look her up and we'll see if she's like goes to Dubai. And I think the I
believe the website was called the dirty where they talk about this. Was that what it was?
The dirty. I don't know. This is popular back in there. I think it was called the dirty.
I had
her and this is before uh all the AI stuff. I had her look up I think it was the dirty.com. I can't
remember. I had her look it up. It was a pageant contestant from the Midwest. And literally sitting
at the top of the page was that girl. Yep. I can't tell you how many time I don't talk about this
stuff a lot because it freaks me the [ __ ] out, but I have so many things like that. Like I
remember like earlier this year I was talking about uh Jaden Smith and like you know certain
things that happened like in regards to Will and stuff. Next day I just walk right past Jaden
Smith on the street. Then like a little bit before that I remember I was talking I was talking about
Rod Sewart and what what Rod Stewart's kids must be like.
Next day, Rodster Stew's kids write in
the sauna with me and Julian. Yeah. All I mean, this stuff happens again and again and again
and again and again. I just want to talk about this [ __ ] because like if if I heard someone say
this in a video, I just think they're a scammer, so I don't talk about it. So, I'm I'm going to
kind of just like maybe say it once and maybe I'll say it again like way later. But, I'm just
putting that out there. So, you know, I'm not trying to make that as like a course or teach it
or anything, you know. I'm just saying I've had a lot of weird experiences. So, sometimes when you
guys see me saying like a lot of weird [ __ ] it's just based on a lot of really weird [ __ ] that
I saw.
Imagine too if you don't get sick in 2012 how weird that is. There's like a lot of weird
stuff that happens. So, I'm sure I'll get sick eventually. It has to happen, but it just has been
a quite the run. It's going to happen eventually. I have coughed since 2012. Uh but that's about
it. Yeah, I had coughs here or there. Like just got a little bit of a cough, but nothing else.
So,
anyway, um what's that? No, no CO. Yep. And no, uh big pharma. So anyway, um so yeah, so just didn't
need it. So anyway, regarding um all this stuff. So just look at my life, right? So I keep trying
to drag people to where I'm trying to get them. And basically what I do is I spend my entire adult
life since 22 looking for high paradigm solutions to help people. Okay? And then I'm banging
my head against the wall trying to get people to see this.
And then I'm in this really weird
predicament because I can't tell. Now, by the way, we have huge amounts of success stories. Don't
get me wrong, it's probably the highest of any personal growth company, but it's not the level
that I want. Okay? I want it all. Okay? I have a big ambition. So, and then seeing people close to
my life and what happened with them. Here's who in reality, by the way, were the people who actually
got success. You want to know who it was? 100% it was people that paid. And here's why. Okay?
Somebody that paid went through a process where they were angry enough or ambitious enough to want
to fix the issue. So, I can have a best friend who's watched me crushing it in the field for
years. They'll watch me do it. And then I'll say, "Hey, you know, we're out tonight. Do you want to
do it with me?" No, they never want to do it. Oh, no.
No, no, no, no. That's you, man. You're You're
crazy. No, it won't do it, right? Free boot camp. It's It's like free. It's But it's not just a free
boot camp. It's like free one-on-one that would cost six figures for a weekend forever. So, yeah.
So, the thing is, but that's everyone who you're friends with when you learn this stuff. There's
other famous people that I'm friends with that people will know that we're friends and they'll
make and they'll make statements that contradict things that I say and people will say, "But you're
friends with Owen.
How do you not know that? I'm like, most of my friends don't listen. No matter
what I flaunt in front of their face. Doesn't matter that I'm a bald, gay bearded mid-40s guy
with this wild dating life that they're seeing right in front of their face. They never get
curious to have the success. But by the way, why would you expect different? The people that saw
the infield videos didn't change in most cases. So, how would it be any different? it's just your
buddy. So anyway, um yeah, the usual pattern is it kind of goes like this, okay? Either a somebody
gets to a place where they're pissed off enough to want change, they wind up investing in something.
Now, by the way, this I'm going to say this, I'm going to release it.
Okay? So, I'm hesitant
to say what I'm going to say here because I'm here trying to shoot a [ __ ] video. And what
happens is by saying what I'm gonna say here, it cheapens the message because it makes it
come across as agenda driven like the Babagita, by the way, where there's an agenda behind
it. So, there's this will cheapen the message, but I've got to just say it. Okay. So, so
before I say it, let me ask you a question. If you're trying to pick up a girl, you go to a
girl and you say, you know, you'd really be better off with me, you know, and I'm like your best
option even if you are. Does that work? Okay. So, if I try to logically explain to someone why
they should attend my program, does that work? Like anyone who studies sales and marketing
knows you do headline, you do your story, you do the widget.
Like, so this is not that.
This is like a chump doing a bad sale. So, I'm saying this for the purpose of making you
understand something, but uh it's this would be what you'd call under the category of weak ass
game. Okay, so here's what it is. So, the pattern that I've seen is someone gets in pain enough,
they hate their current situation enough that they wind up investing in a program. There's two
different mechanisms that are happening that cause them to change. Let me show you what it is. Okay,
this is really like what I'm going to show you here is so psycho, so you need to listen. Okay.
All right. The function of marketing and sales is that learning to write a sales ad is meant to
push someone off the fence. So say the word push someone off the fence. Push off the fence. Okay.
So basically, if you've ever studied John Carlton, Dan Kennedy, Alex Moszy, it's an entire study of
how to meet someone who's unconscious and push them off the fence.
So please f, this might be too
high a paradigm to understand cuz I'm giving you the [ __ ] keys of the kingdom here, okay? Both in
how to help yourself, but also how to make money, too. like for you. I'm giving you the keys of
the kingdom for how to absorb help but also how to make money too. Okay. So what sales copy does
is it's basically built on this formula of a hook followed by establishing authority followed by
telling a really cool story showing a solution that story and then stacking features and
benefits followed by removing obstacles followed by framing a deal and then closing a
deal. Okay. So what happens is the people who write sales copy study the derper. Okay? They
study the derper and they study the [ __ ] out of the derper. The derp trance. Now they have this
thing that they're offering that's so high [ __ ] paradigm that that person is not in a state to
even understand it. They can't understand it. They can't land. They can't process it. So the the
teacher or whoever is like screams to the hills, "I can help you.
I can help you. Oh my god, I
can help you. Please stop this. Stop the carnage. Stop the [ __ ] carnage." This is as the person
complains, plays victim, life sucks. Like 80 90% of society. Claim they want help, claim they
want to do better. So a good sales copywriter will dangle things in front of them that hits the
reptilian brain that makes the decisions. Now if someone was enlightened, would the reptilian
brain be making decisions? No. Okay. So let me side quest here. I have personally visited
almost every national park in the country. I I just came back from Badlands National Park. I
came back from Rushmore. I came back from Glacier right on my way here, guys. Okay. Did I need a
sales copy, sales stuff to get me to want to go to Glacier in Montana? Okay.
Do I get clout from
going to Glacier? Kind of, but no. Okay. I'd be better off having a a big titty blonde in here on
my arm or something, right? So, yes. Okay. Like, yes, you would. Okay. Consider your audience. So,
okay. So, when I go spend half a decade in nature, which I did mostly in nature, by the way, you love
how you love how everyone's always like the stuff that you teach would only work in LA, Owen. I'm
like, I just spent 5 years in small towns. Like, I just got back from Boise, Idaho, Omaha, Nebraska,
Sou Falls, South Dakota, Rapid City, South Dakota, and Whitefish, Montana. And I did all the same
things I do in LA. be like, "That would only work in LA." I'm like, "When have you been to
Whitefish?" Anyway, I'm done. Okay, therapy session today.
So, okay. So, B, I mean, guys,
my buddy's sitting in the [ __ ] in the in the gym and he he's uh talking to this girl there who
has a boyfriend. Just chats her for two minutes and I'm with my buddy and next thing you know,
he's like, "Uh, I got to go." And guess what? Guess where he went? Okay, takes two minutes.
Do you really think that you coming from some badass dude from Hollywood, this just happened u
two days ago.
You really think some badass dude from Hollywood that crushes in Hollywood is going
to can't figure out the solution in in Omaha, Nebraska? Come on, dude. Like that's go that's
wishful thinking to not learn. Anything to not learn. Like my girls in Omaha, Nebraska wouldn't
like that guy from Hollywood. They wouldn't date Drake. Like just just shut the [ __ ] up.
Okay. All right. All right. keep [ __ ] eating bags of dicks. So anyway, side point. So, and
that's what it's always like when we go these places. Okay. Anyway, so it's like 50 times
easier in a small town, but anyway.
Okay. So, I do I do I need a sales copy to motivate me to
spend a half a decade in nature? No. So, what part of me draws me to not build my business or my fame
for half a decade to be in the great outdoors? But remember before I did this, I was living
on Skyline Drive in LA. I had two mansions. You guys remember them? One was the Running House.
I had that I had the biggest house probably in the Hollywood Hills at the top of Running Canyon.
You guys all saw the videos of it. Then I moved to uh I think it was 8500 Skyline Drive. Biggest
parties in LA competing with Hugh Hefner from Playboy for best parties in LA. Half a million
per party. Use value arbitrage to do it.
Oh, I I couldn't run a party like you, Owen. I don't
run a party like me. Learn value arbitrage. Should I've told you in those videos I'm doing half
million dollar parties competing with you. So, I mean, I'm eating in five star dinners every
night, getting a pot belly, dating models, actresses, doing parties, being a celebrity
online. Back then, I was doing 300K to 1.5 mil per video on long form content. That's
called bottom offunnel content. That's not even top ofunnel content. Do you know how high a
million views is on bottom off ofunnel content? Do you guys know what top of funnel bottom of funnel
content is? Top of funnel is viral [ __ ] Bottom of funnel is like this content here.
This is all
bottom of funnel. Only the most dedicated people would be here. What would this crowd size look
like if I just started posting top ofunnel content all the time? What kind of content have I been
posting for the past two years? Long three-hour inaccessible super dense coffee. So what's h what
happened is I post bottom ofunnel content. If I just post top of funnel content, it's going to
be 10 times the size. Usually what you do is you do a little bit of top of funnel leading into
bottom of funnel, but I deliberately removed the top of funnel.
So basically, I was having
fun back then. What drew me to go to nature? Okay. So when I do a one month trip into nature,
is it just like I go, you know what? We're going to nature, baby. Just hit the road. How much
looks like it, right? How much planning would go into a one-mon trip? A lot. I mean, Ibraim
at the back of the room could tell you what it's like. It is extensive. We're sitting there
at the table for a long time. It's boring. We plan it. We budget it and we do it. So, what part
of me drew me to spend half a decade in nature, not build a business, not just have the life I
had in LA before, even though I just maintained it partially because I was back home sometimes.
What drew what part of me drew me to do that? I'd say that's something that we all have.
The soul, your higher self. Do you know how [ __ ] up it is to be sitting in Glacier
Park going to Sun Road, literally seeing heaven on earth? Actual heaven on earth.
What
if I told you you could actually go to heaven? You can. It's just two states over. You drive
through a little cornfield in Iowa in Omaha, grab lunch over in Omaha, shoot on up to Dakota,
pop through, check out Rushmore. Little more over, you go to Glacier. You will see heaven on
earth. You will see heaven on earth. Go hike the Nepali coast in Kawaii. You will see heaven
on earth. And there's many other such locations. But the average person sits in their city
festering and dying spiritually, never want to go to heaven. The reason they'll the reason they'll
never go is because there's no sales copy getting them to go. There's no sales and marketing like
aggressive sales and marketing getting them to go. So, somebody who's deeply into personal growth
is driven and motivated by the soul.
Now, if you don't believe in the soul, then I'd
say they're driven and motivated by what would really help them. What would really be
[ __ ] sick? There's nothing here for you in the city. It's just a place to find a girl to
get kids with or a girl or guy or a samesex couple to have kids with somehow. Okay.
So, apparently these days they can now.
Um, okay. Deep breath. So, okay. Whether gay, straight, whatever,
the city is a place to find someone to have kids with. Okay. But then what you
do is you get the [ __ ] out. Okay. So, at least partly. So there's something in your soul
that wants to I know I'm teasing you. Anyway, so uh I'm teasing my brain. So anyway, so there's
something in your soul that wants to be around nature, right? But if you have been if you're
in this lower vibe, then you're not really able to process that. Like you can't resonate with
that. You don't resonate. So the only things you resonate with is [ __ ] drugs, booze, fast
food, Tik Tok, [ __ ] social media, complaining about people from work, being in your little
personal [ __ ] drama, but in Canada we call drama and tacos.
Now, not tacos like how you guys
say it. It's the letter A. Okay, tacos. It's not D R O M A. Okay, I'm done. Okay. So anyway, yeah,
when you get to Canada, I need every time you say drama. Everyone goes, "Hey, you're Canadian."
You're like, "It's spelled D R A M A." Okay. So, it's called drama. Drama. Drama. Drama. Taco.
Okay. I'm done.
I'm done. That's how we pronounce it in Canada. Okay. So, you get down here. Every
time you say you say taco, everyone goes Canadian. Are you Canadian? A. You say sorry. S O R R Y.
God damn it. Sorry. He doesn't understand. Yeah. like under no okay all right so okay all right all
right so look so so people don't get driven to go to a national park or to go in nature or to or to
read the Bavad Gita or whatever unless there's a sales copy around it okay so what that should tell
you is two things first of all if you haven't been compelled to do those things that means that
you're operating the lower machinery of your And second of all, it should tell you that you
should wake that up.
And third of all, it should tell you you should learn sales and marketing to
help other people with it. So, how many of you in this room had the experience where you would
look at my old footage that would have a lot of spicy stuff in it, click on it for that, but
then you wound up going down the rabbit hole of say Echartole or some other more profound topic.
Put your hand up if you had that experience.
That was what I was doing to you the entire time.
Okay? I was not sitting there just saying, "Oh, like you guys know, I never said my videos, oh,
all your problems will be solved if you can meet girls. All your problems will be solved. You get
down this one area." I would I would always say, "Look, I'll help you with this." But there's
also this. My friend Tai Lopez got more young people reading than anybody probably on Earth.
Say whatever you want about my friend Ty. You say whatever you like, but name a person who did
not who who got more people reading.
True. Cuz Ty would show Lambos, mansions, girls, and he
say, "You know how you get this?" Knowledge of the day. The book of the day. Here in my garage,
knowledge. And kids that saw that like, damn, I'm going to read some books. You got a lot of people
reading. That's sales copy. Okay. So likewise, say you meet a girl who'd be the best girl you
could ever, you'd be the best guy for her. You could change her life. Do you think that if you go
to her and you say, "You know what? I can help you on your personal growth awakening and we're going
to go to Glacier." Yeah.
Yeah. Come on. Okay. So, you also have to learn how to speak to the parts
of the brain that compel action. You just do. You can say you don't all you want. You say you
don't all you like. Reality sometimes is like a concrete wall that you splatter your head on. And
you can wish the world a certain way all you like, but sometimes not that way. And there should
be people from Harvard or Stanford that would go on and actually show this, but they don't want
to.
And they want to preserve the narrative. And so we believe that we are ahead of something like
say the Salem witch trials or you know people who would talk about how the planets work being put
in prison or things like that. Oh today's society couldn't be like that. We don't have we have free
speech. There's no heretics like back in the day. You guys know what a heretic is? Somebody with
wrong thinks that something wrong against the narrative so they destroy them. And yet that they
burn them up. And yet that still exists today. not as bad, but it does exist. You can also digitally
assassinate somebody by making it to where when all business and modern life is thrown on the
internet, you digitally assassinate them. So, they'll do that and they'll say, "Hey, we
do we didn't do anything wrong." You know, yeah, I mean, you never go on the internet
again. Reputation's destroyed for life, but uh you know, you could still uh yell
at a bus stop your opinion.
Not our fault. And there's no laws around that to try to help
that. Okay? But that'll have to change. Now, um, the personal growth stuff that I'm trying to
show you, which is meant to make your life [ __ ] awesome, you have to on some level
learn how to drive yourself. On some level, you have to learn how to drive yourself to the
promised land. Okay? But the reason why you can't is because you don't initially resonate with
it. As an example, I remember when I was younger, I picked up the book Atlas Shrugged by ID
Rand. Love it or hate it, some people love it, some people hate it. Uh for me, it was massive.
Massive. Who here ever read Iron Ranch, Alish, or The Fountain? Put your hand up. Okay,
that book is not necessarily instructional, but that's the most inspiring [ __ ] you read
in your [ __ ] life. Okay, wildly inspiring. That book, I've done nine figures in sales in
my life. I promise you, the inspiration behind that book was so huge in that, massive in that.
Definitely part of the recipe to baking the cake, right? So, I'd read Iron Ran Atlas Shrug and
you know what I'd find? I would need to take a nap.
You ever notice that you're not someone
who takes naps and then you go to read the book or look at a video that would change your life
and you suddenly need a nap, but you don't nap, but now you need a nap. I remember I was sitting
in Greece on a boat headed to uh Santorini or Mkos or something and I'm trying to read Atlas
Shrugged and I just noticed I needed a nap. And so I asked myself a question.
I said, "Owen,
when's the last time you took a nap, bro?" Now, to be honest, in my mid-4s, I like me a little
nap sometimes, especially if I had too many carbs. But in my 20s, I'm not a napper. So, I know
there's something wrong going on. Why is my brain blocking me from reading this? Entities. Could
be entities. Could be I don't resonate with it. could be the biological explanation I talked about
at the start of the speech that it would just it would raise me up too much. Look guys, I don't
know, okay? I gave you theories of biological theory, spiritual theory, entity theory. I
don't [ __ ] know, okay? I don't have proof. And anyone who claims they do is questionable.
Just try to make some sense of the humans crazy ass behavior because we are [ __ ] crazy.
We are
[ __ ] crazy. So, I try to make sense of it. So, I'm trying to make sense of it. So, I
mean, our own worst enemy is our damn self. Don't judge the chip in your brother's eye when
you have a plank in your own eye. Stop worrying about everybody else. Worry about yourself.
Stay in your lane. So then I uh I had a similar experience. Oh, so I forced myself to read it, by
the way. So I had a similar experience writing the blueprint. Okay. So I would go write the blueprint
and I was writing out the manuscript for the blueprint and this was the uh digital course that
I sold that made me uh the first 2 mill I ever made. Imagine being in your mid20s having 2 mill.
I reinvest the whole [ __ ] thing in helping you guys. But anyway, at least I had it for a minute.
And I took a cool trip to Mexico now.
I actually drove almost all Mexico as a gringo in mid mid
uh 2000s. Kind of kind of rolling the dice. So, but I saw the country. I saw drove almost all
of it by car. So, anyway, I uh and I don't speak Spanish, so you know. Um anyway, but Mexico is
amazing. So, I did that. So anyway, look, I uh you guys want to know what I do with that money?
Two of the things I did, one of them was I built this website called RC Underground. And it was
because I understood that YouTube was going to pop, but they didn't have channels back then.
So I got the idea to build channels. So I went and I built it. And then right when that website
came out, YouTube added channels. But that was a very expensive website. It was meant to host the
uh channels of my instructors. And then the other one was I built RC Nation and I utilized the
function the best functionality from MySpace and from Facebook.
I went up coaching
a lot of the founders from both and I uh built that. That was really really expensive.
Was anyone ever on that site? Yeah, that's cool, huh? Yeah. Put in that among many other things.
Gave Ray to staff. So anyway, I did that. Um, so I would write a chapter from the blueprint and
every time I did it and I would I would talk about something super high paradigm, I would have to
get up from my chair and I couldn't keep writing it. I keep getting up and I couldn't write it
and I couldn't figure out why. So then what I did was I forcibly just made myself eventually
write it which is really hard and eventually when I did I couldn't sleep after. So writing
it was aboutund 100 maybe 120 page manuscript. Writing that took me four years. Why? I could
write that now in my sleep. I could bang off things like blueprint.
Just pop up here, drink
a little bit of lemonade, have some non-dos. I could redo a two hours of blueprint. But why at
the time was I not able to write the blueprint or it would either it would either make it where I
couldn't sleep. I'd have to keep getting up. It took four years. What was happening? Bluepint.
It's the blueprint. It was important to you. You're in a low body. I was I couldn't take that
much light. I knew that A I was now a transmitter of that light and my system could handle it.
B I knew that my life would change spiritually and internally or call it status wise, right?
And um I I knew that it would change my life and the life of other people.
And it was just too
high paradigm. I would feel so much of a rush of awakening when I look at that that I couldn't
freaking sleep. I could just I was like like crazy present but present to the point that it's
like too much. It's like too much electricity, you know? Yep. When you finally uh released
loud, when you finally released Blueprint, did you feel like you still weren't ready for that
light or were you ready? What happened was I tried to write as a book and the guy I worked with at
the time just saw that I just couldn't figure it out. He said, "Could you please just take what
you currently have and just make a u a video out of it, please?" And uh it was terrifying.
I I did
four I did three pre-recordings, one in Sydney, Australia, one in uh England, in London, England,
one in New York, and then I recorded in LA. And the night before I recorded, I couldn't sleep.
I was anxietyridden. Um and uh I cried during it multiple times. You can actually you can see
the footage where I cried during it because I was showing things about how to break through
and it it took me a long time to figure out. The crazy thing is I learned all this from years
of just going out and socializing and getting in state. So I was going out socializing, getting in
state and then this was given me a window into a larger epiphany. Super crazy. Um so yeah, it was
really really really crazy.
Um so anyway, what you'll realize is this. Have any of you guys seen
these videos that I do where I say that becoming a multi-millionaire is super easy and that you can
make a lot of money very very easily? that you don't have to work and that I don't work that much
anymore. The reason why is that that 100pageish manuscript that took me four years. If I had been
in a higher paradigm would have taken me 2, three days to write, I could write a 100page manuscript
in these topics in 2 three days. But at the time I couldn't. So I had to keep missing sleep and
getting up and all [ __ ] right? Any of you guys could build say an online business very quickly,
but you'll keep getting up. You'll block yourself. You'll smoke drugs. You'll get mad. You'll gossip.
You'll waste time.
You're your own worst enemy. That's what I was saying. The same [ __ ] that a
hot girl uses to get [ __ ] in her face in Dubai, the law of attraction is actually real. works.
So, how do we gets you a [ __ ] in your face, gets you red bottom shoes, and elevates your soul.
And how weird is that the same thing that looks like [ __ ] is real? You see, be honest. How many
of you guys see the Bible and all these like weird characters that are like you will go to hell
on the corner of a street and then you're like this is just some [ __ ] Come on, tell the truth.
Come on. Turned off by the meaning guys. Come on, tell the truth. You see that guy on the street
like you need Jesus. Like come on. What do you think when you say that? Come on. Sure,
man.
Yeah. But then it turns out it's real. You see where I'm going with this? Well, when you
did this, what you mean is it's not that Noah's ark literally happened, although some people
believe it would, right? But there's a I mean, what's there's incredible lessons in Noah's
arc. Person trying to deliver that message was corrupted. So, they weren't able to deliver
it with that light. Well, I'd say what it is is that some of the most high paradigm things. It's
like this beautiful core being a high paradigm and has all and has a combination of hater rate around
it, detractors around it, but also weird followers that make the core thing look weird so that no
one even looks at it. So the high parad like if you guys think about okay the reputation of a
lot of the social sales content from the 2010s, what is it currently in the mainstream? Incels.
Do you guys know how bad the reputation is of that stuff? Do you guys actually know how bad it
is? Really bad.
I don't think you understand it. It there. If you did the research, this is bad
on the the rep is bad on a global level. Okay? Like institutionally like I'm guys like I'll
leave it alone so I can you know it's bad on a it's bad not just in the mainstream consciousness
but at an institutional level like there's lists. Lists. Yeah. So you guys saw, right? So the thing
is, but then what you don't know is that a huge while I complain in this video about people who
didn't get it, do you guys understand how many people now are making hundreds of millions
of dollars that came through these courses, some that are in the billions, some that
literally changed the world, change elections, changed the world, or how many people just got
insanely cool results? How many of you in this room were m were like back here were around back
in the day and just did stuff way cooler than you ever imagined? Put your hands up if that's you.
Right.
So, it's really cool, but um it changed even to the point that the next iteration of that
content RP right basically says that that stuff doesn't work. But none of them will ever come
out with me to socialize. They won't come near me. They won't come near me because they know
that I'd come I go with them and we would tear it up and all their little like looks money stuff
would be down the toilet. So it b a fake faximile of the core content now envelops the content. The
con the light is enveloped by the current faximile within the niche combined with mainstream derision
combined with institutional we'll call it issues.
Okay. to where how many pe out of all these
millions of people that have these thoughts, how many ever just went and said hi to a girl.
Isn't it amazing what men will do to not go say hi? Especially today, like global explosion. Don't
say hi. Okay. Ignore. Yeah. low-level people, people in very low vibe attack it, etc., etc.,
cherrypick it. If there's thousands of hours of content and you make little jokes like the hummus
mafia thing, they cut they clip you. They cut the hummus mafia joke. They say, "Oh, look what he's
saying. He's saying the hummus mafia is good. You should do what the hummus mafia does." They
cut it out of context. They take funny jokes, cut it out of context, make it something it's
not. CNN Chris. Yeah. who later gets fired. So the point Ed's brother for what? So you okay so
so quite ironic. So you see what's going on here, right? So now many of these ultra high paradigm
ideas.
Why was that content high paradigm for me? Because it showed me that I could be at the
cause, not the effect. It showed me how to get in state. It showed me that cool things could
happen. Okay? Show me I didn't have to be lonely, etc., etc. Help me deal with the core
issue that was plaguing my life. helped other people not to want to kill themselves.
Helped other people to share their own light. So now anything high paradigm, let's look at this.
You are blocking it because you need a nap.
You are blocking it because you can't sleep. If you
execute on it and you wig out too much light, someone helps you to do it and kind of makes
you do it. you self-sabotage and hate them. Then if you break through that eventually
there's problems at the core that I talked about the niche itself cannibalize itself
followed by uh mainstream perception followed by institutional pressure. So basically, you
wind up now in a situation where politicians come along say that your life sucks and they're
the only ones that can help you and that you don't have that power yourself. Doesn't matter
that you could have watched every MIT lecture, every Harvard lecture, read holy books, helped
yourself. Doesn't matter. Doesn't matter. You have no control as an individual. The
only control is collective control behind this freaking big Bubba government person. They're
going to they're going to shove their dick in your ass so no one else can cuz they love you.
Now
they're going to protect you, okay? Going to keep you safe. 2020. Now then from there, what you
have, let's keep going, okay? Do you guys even see what happened to the internet? The internet was
waking people up, right? The internet was amazing. Started waking people up and then all came
down on that. Except guess what guys? The main people that help with that. Okay, let's go. Let's
[ __ ] go. Because I believed I was at the cause, not the effect. So, I got behind those people.
So,
what I'm saying, okay, so like whoa, dudes. Like, what the [ __ ] It's amazing how much power
you have. Okay. Now, what did what's the main lesson from Jesus? What did Jesus show us? What
happens if you don't back down? You keep loving people. You don't see separation in people. You
keep believing in God. Well, then what happens? Okay, now let's keep going. Here's where this
gets interesting. Okay, so nature in my view, God's creation, ultra high paradigm, ultra
amazing. Okay. When you go in nature, what happens is it sinks your mind to God's creation
in my view. Maybe from a biological standpoint, don't believe in God, atheist, whatever. It's uh
I don't know, it's uh just gets your feet grounded in the earth and gets some vitamin D, right? Some
ionized air, whatever you want to call it.
Okay? I personally think it runs a little deeper, but it
does those things, too. Now, so you go to nature, okay? Let me tell you something. I have tried
so hard first of all to get myself to go in nature. The amount that I did and a huge amount
of the insights that I gained was from being in nature. So what I did was I was in the city in
a state of massive action, entrepreneurship, building social skills, networking and building
reference experiences. Then I go into nature to bring light into those experiences to figure out
how to process them and how to make sense of them. Groad dolls need to do that, especially men, but
women need to do it, too.
Okay? As a man, though, and I because I'm not a woman, so I can't speak
to a woman's experience, but I truly believe it's important for you guys, too. But definitely as
a man, you need to go into nature. Okay? It's like it's basically serves the same function as
a psychedelic, but people stay in the city doing psychedelics. So what happens is you go to nature
and it simultaneously shows you how big and how small you are at the same time. So then it shows
you how small your ego is and how big you are and what you're part of. And it provides clarity and
light. So let me tell you a couple things that I noticed.
First of all, I saw my own resistance
to being in nature. And second of all, I saw my friend's resistance to being in nature. Okay,
so funny enough, you know my buddy Zack who I work with. Okay, let me tell you this. Zach here,
I want you to hear this. Is he here? I'm going to post this for Zach. Okay, I love Zach. Zach is a
stud, man. Okay, great teacher, right, guys? Okay, by the way, 21 years old when he started six
months ago. 22. How good was he on stage in six months of me teaching him? Amazing. Amazing.
That should show you how amazing you can be. So, in my process of pushing Zach, I tried to get him
to come in nature and he said he wanted to go. So, we drove into Redwood, went through the Redwoods,
went through the Oregon coast, God's country. He was getting in a bad mood the whole time. Finally
got up to uh Portland, had to call his girlfriend, need to get laid, and then bounce off the trip
when we went into Montana to go back to Vegas to [ __ ] his girlfriend.
Now, girlfriend's pretty
odd, so you can't hate on it. But nonetheless, how often are you actually going to have the
chance to go into Montana and have someone drag you there, pay for it, drive you there, pay play
pay all the money, organize it, plan it, etc., oh, I'll go later. No, you're not. And here's
why. Because the truth is what I saw Zach experience was actually a lighter version
of the resistance that I experienced. So, I knew exactly what I'm looking at. Let me tell
you my story. And these are the kind of stories and I got a lot of stories like this that I don't
like to tell because I think it makes me look like a [ __ ] idiot. So you can either here's your
choices I'm going to tell you this. Okay? You can either believe it's real, you can believe
I'm making it up or you can believe I'm crazy. That's your three choices.
So you I'm not going
to force your opinion. Okay? All three. Okay? It's all three. So I was in Nepali Coast and Nepali
Coast in my view is so [ __ ] beautiful. Now, here's what I think makes me a little bit
unique in these sort of nature environments, cuz it's not like everyone has this problem,
okay? Not like everyone that hikes in the Poly Coast has a satanic encounter, okay? Some people
just hike the Poly Coast, they post a TikTok, and they go. But I think what was unique about my
situation is I came from such a low place that my system just wasn't built for that.
I should have
never been there. Okay? I should never been there. Now, the reason that I got put in the Nepali
coast, which is a bit weird, okay, is the guy who I work with at the time when I started all
this stuff basically pimped me. Okay. I'm like a like a girl that got pimped. And a pimp came
and said, "Girl, you've been misguided undead for far too long, baby. You need management.
End of the rainbow, girl." Okay. Okay. So, what what happened was there was a guy who
basically probably like a psychopathic narcissist or something. This dude was wild. Okay. Crazy
crazy [ __ ] But while being crazy [ __ ] did a shitload of travel and knew all the highest people
high up. Okay. So, this guy knows celebrities, travels around and and is very active guy.
Very
very active guy, but that [ __ ] crazy. I love the guy. I'd probably jump in front of a car for him,
but I'm making a post-death legacy video here. So, I'm going to tell the truth, cuz this is for This
is not a video I make to just entertain you guys. This is for my kids. This is for people that study
myself when I'm dead. Hope you guys enjoy it, too. So, basically, this guy's bat [ __ ] This guy
is batshit crazy. Pretty much probably cluster B. So he says to me, "We're going to go travel."
And I now I'm living in Kingston, Ontario at the time. And and my world was Kingston, Toronto,
Ottawa, Montreal. I was completely convinced that everything I need is on that strip.
But this dude
is just so aggressive, he just got me to do it. He just wouldn't shut the [ __ ] up and drag me
there. kind of like what I did trying to help other people. So he just dragged me and I remember
he convinced me to go to San Diego and it was to help this guy and I remember flying down there and
you know what was actually the first city that I landed in ever here was Chicago and uh it was
a a layover actually funny enough so weird that I'm giving this story here was crazy and um I see
this huge city right coming from Canada this like you know the the Willis Tower was this called the
Sears Tower back then I don't know you know right you know John Hancock come do you You know what
it looks like to a Canadian seeing Chicago? It's crazy, man. We got Toronto, but it's just crazy.
I mean, I remember when even coming from Ottawa, I remember I went to the Eden Center in Toronto
and I'm like, it's like the same stores we have in Ottawa, but they're bigger.
Like, it was like
freaked me out. So, I remember I told this guy, I I'm I'll go to San Diego some other time on
my own. I'll just get around to it. You know, when I said that I have buddies that I try to
take out and show them the social skills stuff, do you think they say, "No, I'm never going to
do it." What do they say? Do it later. I'll do it later. But I do you think that if my buddy had
hadn't made me do it, you think I ever would have done it? No. I would never have done it. Right.
But by him dragging me there. Now, by the way, what is the specific reason that he dragged me
there? What's the quality that was rare that got him to do it? In you or him? In him.
Compassion
psychopathic narcissist. Yeah. Yeah. So, never mind. Yeah. Love the guy though. Love him
to death. Love him to death. Love him to death. But look, I see the complexity in people. That
guy caused me more stress, but also help my life. What are you going to say? Now, a lot of people
would say, well, why should it take that for you to succeed? But I mostly outsucceeded 99.9%
of people. So it I have a weird origin story, guys. I'm sorry. Like I just I have a very weird
origin story. So it took someone that's nuts that just saw me as easily exploitable to get me to do
that, right? To get me to do something I shouldn't have done. And then I um he had a lot of good
qualities, too. I like the guy, but it's just, you know, it's not black or white. People are
not black or white. They have mixed qualities. So then he gets me to go do that.
Now you can even
look at some of my mentors who also are publicly known to have mental illness. So mental illness
like cluster B narcissism, psychopathy is often unfortunately the foundation of a lot of human
progress which is so sucky which so sucks. I'm not like yay psychopath. I'm not saying that,
but I'm al but I'm just letting you know that like human beings, we have a lot of variety in
genetics because we kind of get insights and things from a variety of different gene pools.
You know, we just do. Um, so the thing is, uh, he's nuts. Got me to do it. He dragged me
to something I was never supposed to see. That wasn't what my life was supposed to look like.
My life was supposed to be me rotting to death, probably committing suicide in Kingston.
That was
what my life was supposed to be. I hated it. I was alone. I didn't know what to do. But it was
through the insanity of my main mentor, which is public knowledge. He talks about him damn self. I
love the guy. You guys know that. Do anything for him. Batshit crazy. Um, another another case of
me helping somebody. They can't take the leave, talk [ __ ] Winds up being a book in 2005. Helped
those guys so goddamn much. Can you imagine how much I helped them? You, if you look at the
content that came out that drove those careers, it's all during the time that we hung out.
Everyone that I'm around is highly prolific when we hang out cuz I am a very prolific guy.
But they add value, too. I'm not taking the credit.
I'm just saying that I help something.
Not saying it's all me. I'm not saying that, but I'm adding something. And usually, and
unfortunately, when you pull the electricity out, then there's anger. So, sometimes that comes out
in a big book. Can you imagine me reading that? Crazy. Infuriating. Imagine
hear my side of the story, but you never have. And why' you never hear
my Go for it. Just a quick question. Why did he help you? What's that? Why did he help
you? being a narcissistic. Uh, which one? The guy that I'm a very at that time I was
like a bowl of jelly, very manipulative, but I also uh for some reason and this is really
[ __ ] weird.
I inherited um certain gifts for whatever reason. I don't know why. Uh I had a lot
of uh non-gifts I inherited too. uh balding ginger uh kind of high pitched voice like kind of a funny
little garden gnome character but I had certain gifts and uh I'm just a very determined guy in
certain other ways and so it's just that there's a there's a common theme where uh codependence
and narcissists are like a magnet.
It's called human magnet syndrome by Ross Rosenberg. So
that was what happened actually. Yeah. So you can look that up. Uh human magnet syndrome by
Ross Rosenberg uh Sam Vaknan uh Richard Grannon they teach this stuff. So, I was kind of like in
that. So, then but the the bottom line was this, right? Um, Suge Knight helped Dr. Dre until
he didn't. Damon Dash helped Jay-Z until he didn't. The Birdman helped uh Little Wayne until
he didn't, right? But could Little succeeded at that extent without the Birdman? No. Could Dr. Dre
have gone to that extent without Easy E or Sign Knight? Could Jay-Z have got to that point without
Damon Dash? So, guys, like it's kind of a weird thing. I hate to say it, but there's a there's a
weird uh connection sometimes between people that are whacked out, but they can they they cause
hell and chaos, but some good stuff comes out, too.
Wisdom of psychopath. Uh there's a book
called the psychopaths. Yes. Well, here's here's the the takeaway, though. Okay. So, I'm going to
give another key to the kingdom here. Another key to the kingdom. Play pay attention. This is
very important. I'm going to tell you, okay, this is like deep deep deep deep. So, please pay
attention. There's spiritual explanations for this and there like deal with the devil type [ __ ] and
there's biological, psychological, etc. I'm going to try to give them all. I'm going to give you
the range like I've been doing from the start. So people that have NPD or psychopaths are often able
to access the higher paradigm knowledge because they're so [ __ ] crazy that they don't experience
the same self-sabotage as a regular person.
So have you ever imagined what you could look like
if you just didn't care what people think of you? Like imagine if you just didn't care what people
think of you and you just you just took action and you just like made a YouTube channel or did did
an Instagram or made made that album or wrote that book and and you just didn't care what anybody
thought. Okay. So what psychos are able to do is they're able to see the thing that works without
the spiritual blocks. And by the way, and this is what's so funny, what do a lot of psychos
decide to do? They are really good at being charming. They're really good internet marketers
and they're really good at running cults. Now, I don't think you should run a cult like hurting
somebody, but Apple phones is a cult, right? Like, can you guys think of any products that are
just like cult like following? People just love it.
What? Costco. Costco. Okay. The Costco cult,
right? But what else? Apple. Starbucks. Uh Taylor Swift. Beyonce, right? What's that? Star Wars.
Star Wars. Okay. Yeah. I mean, there you go. Core fans, right? Disney. So, guys, guys, really key.
So key, but I'm going to I'm just I'm giving you everything here I got. Okay. Please pay attention.
Okay. Why do psychopaths become so charming? They don't care about other people's emotions.
Because it works. Because they see what works. Why is charm and social skills and having an
ultra strong frame the thing they choose? Why don't they choose to own Amazon? Emotion. That
might have been a bad example, but um yeah, guys, they can't do Amazon because they don't have the
money to invest. No seed capital. They don't have the seed capital.
Well, some of these [ __ ] do to
be honest, right? But but you see what I'm saying, right? What does charm require from you to have
it? No. Repeat this after me. No gatekeepers. No gatekeepers. No impediments. No impediments. You
just start with nothing. So, a psycho just goes, "Well, how could I gain leverage fast?" Charm. And
yet, there's entire groups of people that say that you shouldn't learn social skills. Social skills
could never work. Don't learn social skills. it's bad. All this stuff when a psycho immediately
recognizes that it's the fastest, easiest, most effective way to have leverage. I'm not saying to
be a psycho. I'm just making the point that that's why they have this glib, meaningless surface level
superficial charm. Don't be a psycho. Have empathy for people. Treat them well. Find win-wins.
It's it because that's the part I'm going to get at next. The psycho can see the light that you
can't see at the expense of selling their soul. And I don't mean to be all like that.
Like I'm
not trying to be that guy, but I believe it. I'm not trying to be that guy. Like I'm not trying Do
you guys know what I mean by I'm not trying to be that guy? What do I mean? Like I'm not trying to
sit here and [ __ ] like moralize you like you got to be a good person because you know winners
never quit and quitters never win.
Like like I'm not I'm not trying to be that guy. I'm trying to
give you real like like like spit some real facts here. Okay. what I view as facts. What I have
observed, what I have observed from dealing with these people is they are really smart. They are
able to see the path forward incredibly clearly. But in the process of them seeing that path
forward, it's almost like Satan comes and says, "I'm going to piss in the soup a bit, and I'm
going to make you wrong about two or three little things and [ __ ] destroy you." That was both the
guys I mentioned.
Both have been both have become shells of who they were. I don't recognize either
of those people even though I see them, I like them, I helped them. I see them. I like them. I
help them. But they are shells who they were empty shells on massive amounts of drugs. Love them to
death. Would do anything for them. Probably jump in front of a car form. Makes me [ __ ] sad. I
[ __ ] hate drugs. So now I view psychedelics as the same. As you guys know, you do psychedelics,
you get tremendous insight.
But it come many of my friends who did a lot of psychedelics. I guys,
I'm not lying when I say this [ __ ] I can call these people on the phone now. First of all, they
probably won't answer, but I've been nothing but nice because they know I'm going to say something
[ __ ] awesome and they can't proc it anymore. And second of all, if I call them on the phone, they
sound like blabbling, babbling, rambling [ __ ] weirdos. fair that's coming from me on a several
rant, but anyway. So maybe it's me, but anyway. So, but you you get what I'm saying here, right?
So, it's so these are friends of mine that were really smart, really sharp, got into DMT, got into
this, got into that, got the other thing, right? And gain insight, would seemingly be getting more
intelligent the more they do, talking to machine elves and what whatnot.
But over time, you see the
emptied out husk where, in my personal opinion, you got the protection shield, little holes get
blown in it, they get insights while little holes get blown open. That's like a psycho. The psycho
in my view has these little [ __ ] holes uh blown in it. I also believe in my personal opinion that
people who do a lot of Iawaska, I believe that the Iwasa fuses to their spirit and that they run
around telling everyone else to do Iaska because it wants to spread.
And I also believe that
negative energy in general wants to spread. And I believe that by the way that I could do a 20our
talk off the dome about all the different ways that there is spiritual warfare and that these
energies are trying to spread that they operate through you that they run you. This is deep stuff
guys. I did a whole giant backlog of nature videos about it actually that I've been even working on
this week. So I had about 200 hours of cont. Okay. It's coming. Well I've been all got to choose
between free touring that stuff. Right. So I'm I'm one man. So anyway so then from there. Okay,
so that'll all come out and I've also talked about it in some free tours too. Now, so basically what
happens is um they get the insight. So my buddy new Owen instead of sitting here like a [ __ ]
[ __ ] in Kingston, be a multi-millionaire, travel the world, become world famous, have a great
dating life, have a great social life, do parties, have fun. He got that. There was something in
his crazy ass head that understood that.
But he also had all these other problems. Bad ones. Real
bad. And when you see these people get husked out like this, it's like nothing you've ever seen. It
really looks like a deal with the [ __ ] devil. They get husked out by older age. Like most of
my friends who do psychology. Look, you just saw Aubrey Marcus. You just saw it. And I love that
guy. If there was one guy ever that made me want to go pound a bunch of drugs, it was Aubrey. How
cool is that guy? You guys know Aubrey Marcus? man, that guy's a badass. Big, bright eyes,
good-look guy, lots of friends, lots of money, and he tells you, "Take the psychedelics."
I remember seeing that thinking like, "Maybe he's the one guy that it won't he won't have that
reaction. Maybe he's the one guy that can take all the psychedelics and it'll be great." And he had a
famous interview come out recently where he talked about radical monogamy and the god bomb.
You guys
see all this? Who here saw the radical monogamy god bomb interview with Aubrey? Put your hand up.
I heard about it. It's mega viral. Okay. You know what the dude looks like? He's got that same vibe
that Ge has. Oh no. You guys know. Okay. G Easy, right? Did tons of drugs, partied out in
LA, you'll see him out, right? Kills it, crushes it.
Awesome rapper. All this, right?
But now you see him and he has he has this kind of like shakiness in his hands. His energy
is all [ __ ] up. He's all shaky and [ __ ] up. Look up Jesus new [ __ ] And then and and Aubrey
looked the damn same. He's sitting there like you could see his perception all [ __ ] up. He's like,
"Yeah." So, we're doing radical monogamy, right, Vi? And then we took the god bomb. It's like all
this like drugs all combined in one. And the god bomb and here's my new other girlfriend. Here's
my yes man therapist who's going to tell me that by us being swingers, we're doing what's called
radical monogamy. Shaking and then like blew up. Went crazy viral. So even he had his time. He got
rich. Got rich. Got the money. Super happy. Super spiritual present. Got it right quick. Got it
frontloaded. Front loed. Back end. The guy loses his reputation, becomes a mockery, and will have
a hard time building that back. Probably could. He's real smart. Real smart. Real competent guy.
Love to meet him.
Love to help him. Love him to help me. Amazing guy. Inspirational. But that's
just what I've personally seen. So I see the same [ __ ] with people that get real dark. They
get real [ __ ] dark and they have the insight. They have the truth. They have the light.
But if it's not based in spiritual principles such as not to be hammering with the Christian
stuff, think that Jesus is [ __ ] all you want, but he gives you the foundational tools that
you could get the light without it exploding. What are some of those tools? Being of service.
Being of service. You want to be treated. These are a couple good ones. Golden rule and all that,
right? read the book. So, you can take DMT, you can smoke the toad and talk to a [ __ ] machine
elf and think that you're getting the light, or you can gradually actually have to help people and
gradually build it up and do it the right way and have real legs to it and a foundation to the house
you're building.
It's up to you. And I I I won't leave you hanging. I'll make other videos going
deep on this. Okay? So, I'm not I don't think I've been entirely persuasive here, but at least
drawn your attention to something. So, anyway, here's what I observed. I required a lot of weird
people to drag me into my situation. Okay? Now, I probably would have stopped at a certain point.
I would have stopped probably after two or three years. I would have just kind of said like do you
guys ever see these other coaches whether dating or whatever where they kind of hit like a point
in their evolution where they kind of just stop like they're kind of like they're still teaching
the same [ __ ] Here's what I mostly saw with the dating guys.
Okay, I would still be doing infill
trading and all different stuff and I'll bump into the main famous guys and 95% would say the same
thing. They'd go, "You know these guys we teach are [ __ ] stupid, right? They're never going to
get it, right?" I'm like, "A lot don't, but I'm not going to give up. What are you talking about?"
A lot do. lot do get it. And then they say, "You don't really still teach all the time. Do you do
you teach 50 weekends a year? That's exhausting." And I say, "Yeah, I still keep teaching, bro."
And at the time, we probably ran about 80 90% of the damn industry.
We had that [ __ ] on lock.
So they're like, "Wait a minute." But I thought that if you became the biggest, you don't have to
teach anymore and you could just be lazy and not have to work again. if you're already financially
successful, why do you still work? Like, I love it, bro. I'm growing through this process, bro.
And what happens is here's here's the information they get. They'll be at an internet marketing
seminar and they got into it really innocent with the most pure intentions to help people and
to help themselves too, which is good. You're part of everyone. So, you should help yourself too.
Everyone, including you. And then what happens is they go to internet marketing seminar.
And the
internet marketing seminar, which is often filled with these demonic takers, will say to them,
"Who do you want to be, man? Do you want to be Shaquille O'Neal having to like pound the ball
and have everyone beating the [ __ ] out of you, or do you want to be the owner of Shaquille O'Neal
and just cashing those checks?" Now, human beings were easily influenced. So, we get around people
like that. were easily influenced and they were like, "Fuck, why do I want why do I want to work
all the time when I could just be cashing them checks?" So then rather than them continuing to go
out, build their skill set, build their teaching, increase their paradigm, find the light, share
the light, they just spend all their time doing video sales letters, doing uh Zoom stuff, and
you know, lose that girlfriend.
They often do, but also that most of the guys I train to be
coaches eventually just want to do that. I'm tired of traveling and teaching. I just want to
build the funnel and be at home. I'm exhausted. And then usually the story is like Owen just made
me travel and teach and you know all this stuff. I remember one guy had this podcast. He was like
like it was like this whole adventure in his mind about how he like wanted to put out a digital
product. He was like a newer instructor and he uh I was somehow blocking him and then and it was
like this whole story in his mind about how he got to be allowed to release that product. The product
my thing back then was if you're going to release a product it should have new insights. It was
just a product of him paring back the same stuff that I taught.
I'm like bro you're you're in your
first two years keep going out for a couple more years. Look if I spent 5 years making blueprint
you can spend 18 months making something new. That's all that I said. Just have something
a bit new. But he built a whole story in his mind. That guy went from expanding and growing.
Now I just seem as just drunk all the time. So, but there's a story that people have.
And I'd see things like this. So, anyway, um what's going on with the internet
marketers? Here's what it is.
Okay. The internet marketers are mostly psychos.
They are like the people that help me. They're able to see the light of how a regular
broke guy could become rich, but it's because they're takers, but they're able to see the light,
but what happens is it [ __ ] up their perception. So, they're able they're they're able to see the
pathway to you having an awesome life, but it's at the expense of certain knowledge. Okay? So,
it off and and do you guys want to do you guys want to know what that knowledge is? They usually
miss they're connecting this to other people.
They live in a often a very deeply separated state of
consciousness. Deeply separated. Uh to the point some of these guys could probably [ __ ] kill
somebody. Wouldn't give a [ __ ] So but the mind, you see how the mind does [ __ ] to you. Okay,
you guys see what the mind does. Now, okay. So, what happens is a lot what happens is a lot
of the time what goes on is you are trying to build something beautiful but you can't see it but
somebody who has either done psychedelics or who is engaged with a dark mindset is able like some
psycho is able to see it. It's [ __ ] weird. So, a a lot of a huge amount of inner game insights that
I've had have just been from reading trip reports. Look, I'm sorry to tell you there's a there's
a lot of insight in those [ __ ] trip reports. There's a website called like the drug forum
and it's this thing called swim where it says it stands for someone who isn't me. Yeah.
Someone No, what is it? Is it I thought it was someone in mind but someone who isn't me.
Someone who isn't me.
Right. And they give trip reports. I get I got a huge amount of knowledge
from just reading about trip reports. I got a huge amount of knowledge also reading a cartle
stuff like that. Yep. What do you mean by see it? Like they see the light. Actually, that's a
great question. Thank you. That adds something. Um simple example would be uh they're able to
see things like instead of work a nineto-ive job you could rapidly learn charisma become
a multi-millionaire and change the world. Well, I'd say this. If I were to query this room,
have I done good or bad by your life? Put your hands up. Have I done good? Yeah. So, McDonald's
creates jobs. That still doesn't mean that they're good. Did I do good for your life? It doesn't.
McDonald's. Did I do good for your life? Oh, you? Yeah. Okay. Thank you. Yeah. So, that's
So, okay. Thank you. So, what I'm getting at is this. Okay. So, a guy who's a [ __ ] psycho
goes, "Okay, you could have a guy who's a six in looks or a four in looks, okay, and he says,
using charisma, I could be having an amazing dating life." And they're not wrong.
But but what
do you if you guys query women, have you ever dated narcissists? What percentage of women say
yes? 100%. What percentage statistically of men are narcissists? All of the people they date. What
percentage of men are narcissists? Okay. 3% of men are clinical narcissists. 97% of women believe
they dated a narcissist. So that either means they're whining or it means that narcissists
are very successful. But the thing is this, okay? What does the narcissist know to do? What
works? Be charming. To just be charming. So you can view being charming as like a dark thing
like you were charming. Or you could view it as I'm a good [ __ ] guy. I could really add value
to this woman's [ __ ] life. I could really help her rather than her dating this [ __ ] weirdo.
I
would I love this girl to death. I'd do anything for her. And then just add a bit of charm. And
even if you're not a good-looking guy, not rich, using a bit of charm could be effective. There's a
there's for all the people who say being charming doesn't work. It's all about looks and money.
Why is it that weird psychos are across the board [ __ ] charming as hell? because they know
what works. They see the light. But by me teaching regular guys to be charming, because the psychos
already know guys, they already know.
So when I teach you guys, regular guys, psychos don't
come to things like this to be charming. How does that impact your life? Positive. That's
what I mean by seeing the light. Okay. So they can be they can become multi-millionaires
etc etc. Now let me say something. Okay. Are you guys curious? And I love you bro. But why I didn't
ask him to leave? Are you guys curious? Cuz I can. It's a free event. Not curious. You know why did
I not ask him to leave? I You're practicing state control.
You're practicing. What's the reason
that he says that I didn't ask him to leave? Cuz he's giving the light. Yeah. Is he giving the
light? I'm not giving the light. You're giving the light. Okay. But what I'm saying But what
I'm saying is Let me Let me explain something to you. Okay. Have any of you guys ever been
walking down the street and a homeless person walks up and then they just get mad at you
and you're in a good mood? Okay.
Positivity. So what's happening is when you have but you're
learning something, right? A lot of weird things that I'm saying are being shown. So look, I
remember once I was with Sid in New Orleans, right, recording a video on this exact topic
and a homeless person jumped up and tried to attack me. Sid dragged him off. I said, "Sid, let
him attack. It's making the point." So, okay. So, okay. Now, but here's the thing. It's not Yeah.
On my way entering this building, a homeless guy actually attacked me, took my pen. One of the
gentlemen here gave me another pen. Nice. Oh, you made it. So, okay. Made it to the light. So,
now Okay. So, now, okay, let's keep going. So, guys, stay focused. Okay, guys. Lock in.
Lock in. I'm I'm taking we're taking it home, guys. I'm taking the climax here.
Okay. So the
thing is that same attack point that you'll see remember you'll attack yourself you'll attack
the other people that help you there's nichebased shields institutionalbased shields mainstreambased
shields okay so let me tell probably the most important story in this talk so basically
because I was put into situations through the weird it's just random [ __ ] just a lot of
weird random [ __ ] I was put in these situations. So, I'm going to I'm going to show a couple more
situations. I'm going to show the outcome. Okay. So, in if we're being honest, okay, if Neil had
never written the book The Game, okay, if he never did that, would I ever be where I am now? Probably
not. What would I look like if he hadn't done that? I'd probably look like those other guys that
went to the internet marketing seminar, got told to build a funnel, and then retired, right? That's
what would happen.
Okay, so do you guys understand the number of weird things that had to happen to
get me to this point, right? Being dragged out of freaking my hometown by people that are that that
are like in a weird mindset, learning from weird gurus, having a weird book written. Like, do you
see the sequence of things that have to happen? Right. Okay. A lot of secret things had to happen.
Let me tell you another thing. Even then I would have stopped. But you know what else happened? Uh
the recession in 2008, 2009, I got wiped out. I got wiped the [ __ ] out. I probably would have
even stopped by then. At every point I was kind of like, "Ah, I'm good. I made it. I'm paid.
I'm good. I don't got to keep going.
I'm good." So it's like each step something [ __ ]
some tornado came in and got me to keep going. Having an unplanned pregnancy probably
helped me too. Okay. During the recession. So then from there um there was the 2014 we'll
just leave it at that. If you know you know. So there was a number of
different there's there was co So the whole journey is me like a [ __ ] football
just being gangbanged. Like it's just like weird psychos and books and books written by psychos
and [ __ ] media [ __ ] and mainstream [ __ ] and [ __ ] like you know what I'm saying, right?
Like global lockdown. You know what's crazy? when we had to take down all our old content. I didn't
want to fire anybody. And I worked for two years straight from 2018 to 2020. Two years straight.
I didn't stop working at all cuz I didn't want to fire staff.
We had to take down all our bids.
And I uh guys, I can't even make this up. Okay. I worked for two years straight. Imagine you're me
running this thing, hiring people, not wanting to fire people. Work for two year. Then you got to
take down all your assets. I work for two years straight. I trained myself during this period to
find respite and relief by looking at the clouds for six seconds. I was working so straight through
that if someone would even tell a joke to me, I'd feel like my face was melting off. I'm like, just
get to the point. Every minute has to be efficient to keep this thing going.
And I'm sitting there
in Miami in uh during model season at the standard hotel, beautiful hotel, San Leo spa in Miami. And
I and I realized we it took two years of non-stop movement and massive action to stabilize the biz.
So I would have to fire people to keep building what I want to build. And I sit there and I go,
I made it. I did it. The business is stable. This is real, by the way. This is a million% real. The
business is stable. It took two years. I'm like, I want to take a break. I'm taking a break. I'm
taking a weekend for the first time in two years. I did it. I don't think anyone else could have
figured this out. And right, this is no [ __ ] Right at that moment, I look around the standard.
I go, "Why is there no one here?" I walk up to the front.
I go, "Hey, how come there's no one here?"
They said, "We're going into global lockdown." Okay, so that's scary. You know what it felt like?
And again, this probably just [ __ ] my own my own little NPD thoughts, I guess. I'm like, when I
came through, I don't think anyone I know could have figured this [ __ ] out. I don't think anyone
I know could have sustained work ethic this long. And it's almost like I bent the spaceime continuum
to be able to do this.
And the only thing that could stop me was a global lockdown. Nothing else.
I was not going to quit. I was not going to give up. Nothing was going to make me give up. I didn't
care if I died, guys. In truth, I would have died for it. That's how focused I was. I would die. So
I uh I'm thinking like that's [ __ ] [ __ ] up, man. And I'm like, if I knew that we were going
to fail anyway, I wish I could last two years off.
So I So the uh the BA was still open in LA.
So I went to the BA for 4 days and just sat there almost crying and then I got back to work and then
I fixed everything again. So the thing is um do you guys remember when I was shooting all those
lives all the time? Remember I was doing lives all the time through 2020? remember that I rebuilt
this whole mentoring system you could do on Zoom all [ __ ] Now the thing is um that I I worked
[ __ ] even harder during Now here's the thing. So initially so I uh do you guys remember in 2020
I released a video and I'm like everything's going to be fine.
Chill. Does anyone here remember
that I was the only guy preaching chill out, it'll be fine. Did anyone remember that? I'm
wearing a shirt that look like a Power Ranger if you've seen it. Okay. Video was still up. Nope.
had to take it down. Thanks, guys. So, anyway, so um under the comments in that, you know what
everybody's saying? Oh, you're rich. Of course you're saying it'll be fine. I'm running a company
about social skills requiring seminar venues and bars and clubs.
And they're like, you're rich.
Of course you're sitting up there in your mansion fine. I'm like, I'm completely [ __ ] I rapidly
started spiraling back into debt. It was horrible. [ __ ] horrible. Nightmare. nightmare. A [ __ ]
nightmare. Like a nightmare you couldn't wake up. We're in global lockdown. The word social is in
the name of your business. Yeah. Yeah. Like global lockdown. Like work two years. I'm in a lock.
Can Can someone wake me up? This can't be real. But did I show fear in my video? No. But I scared
shitless. But I made a choice to power forward. Okay.
So what I'm showing you is sometimes for
you to keep going, there's going to be obstacles. In reality, if the lockdown hadn't happened, I also would not have learned all the things I
learned because what I do when I hit lockdown, when lockdown hit, I took stock of where I was
at. I took stock of the assets that I had and what I could do to keep evolving. And I went into
nature for almost half a decade. That was spurred by lockdown. Okay. And that is where I created
the content that I'll teach you for the rest of my life. So I spent a lot of time in nature. Okay.
Now, let me bring it back to nature and and show you something. Okay. But but let me show you this
too. The key point being had I had an easier life at every single point.
I would have become the
tacky internet marketer who just builds a funnel and quits. And I would have stopped believing you
guys. And I would have said, "These guys are never going to change." And I and I would have said,
"You know what? I want to enjoy my [ __ ] life. So rather than me traveling and doing events and
working on content and innovating and going out, I'm going to work on building a video sales
letter and building cold traffic." And by the way, I love all that stuff and will spend a lot of
time doing it.
Don't get me wrong. It's not mutually exclusive. But I probably would have
done only that like most of these gurus. The average guru that you see online had two, three
years that they got really into the topic, went to a couple internet marketing seminars because
they realized that they needed to use marketing to motivate people to sign up because they wouldn't
sign up on their own. Like I talked about earlier, they're not coming from the soul. They're coming
from needing to be pressed to their reptile brain. They get they give up. They believe that most
of humanity is stuck in reptile consciousness. And then what happens is they um they just they
just um like there was a guy who did uh this thing called Pandora's box and this had this thing
called the dick magnet and he spent all his time mastering the dick magnet infomercial and I think
he just went and lived in like Sedona or something like that. You know they just say [ __ ] it [ __ ]
[ __ ] these morons all that they believe they only they don't even want to help themselves.
They
just respond to [ __ ] [ __ ] these people. Let me just go live in Sedona have some [ __ ]
peace. Right. One of my best mentors, Eban, don't see him making new stuff. Dr. Dre gives
up. Doesn't put out new albums. Well, yeah, but he made Beats headphones. [ __ ] Beats
headphones. What do you want more? Some stupid ass headphone or a new Dre album? What
would make a bigger legacy? Oh, he made sold his headphones to Apple. [ __ ] [ __ ] Apple
and their headphones and all this [ __ ] Okay, they're cool. They're good headphones. Don't get
me wrong, I had them. They're cool. But like, what what have you made a new album? That's eternal.
So, at any point, I would have become like Dre, like these internet marketing guys. I would have
given up. And again, like as I age, I'll probably have to slow down, don't get me wrong. And it's
not mutually exclusive to do VSSLs and [ __ ] pipes and or uh funnels and all stuff. You should
do both.
You should also build your business, have more impact, don't get me wrong. But
I would have quit at any point. Now, let me show you something else. Okay. So, when I went in
in 2014, I went into Nepali Coast. I'd been there before and I remember I went in there and and
Nepali Coast, look it up on your phones. Just pull out Nepali Coast.
Look it up on your phones
because I got need to give context here. Okay. So, Okay. You hike in there. It's an 11-hour
hike. It's an environment that resonates with heaven in my view. Okay? Just my opinion.
Just telling you what I think. You guys seeing this [ __ ] You guys remember the meditation
video I made there once? Okay. So, yeah. So, basically the Poly Coast like that. So, I go into
the Poly Coast and I'm in there with my buddies and I just start feeling very mad and I'm like,
why am I mad? So, I notice two of my buddies who, you know, have very uh active dating
life, shall we say? They keep saying, "Let's go down the beach and see if there's
girls there." There's no girls, guys. There's just male hippies for the most part. Okay? So,
unless that's your thing, like a like a a hippie with a beard like mine, but even more scraggly,
and is going to give you a hand job or something. Um, but they so I notice they keep they keep going
up and down the [ __ ] uh they keep going up and down the beach looking to talk to girls and they
just keep talking about girls.
My buddies that are into business keep talking about business
non-stop. And I also keep talking about business, but I tend to deviate to the frustrations that I
was having that I talked about in this video and I'm venting about that. And so I realized I'm
getting more and more angry. And then I start thinking, I got to go back. I got to work. I can't
just be out here.
I got to work. I don't have time for this [ __ ] I got to work. So eventually in
the middle of the night, which weirds out all my friends, makes me a [ __ ] [ __ ] I'm have
a tendency to do that. I decide to hike off the [ __ ] mountain. I'm like, I gotta go back.
And I start hiking back. I try to go at night, which would be crazy dangerous because you're
on the side of cliffs. Look up a Callow Trail. Look up Crawler's Ledge. Okay. Crawler's Ledge
Nepali. N A P A L Y. It's not exactly uh something you'd want to hike at night time.
Okay. Could die
very easily, even in the day. Oh [ __ ] Yeah. So, I tried to hike off that at night. I'm so
pissed. My buddies convinced me to go to bed. No, you can wait till tomorrow. I'm like, no, I have
to go back to work. I have to go back to work. And then finally in the morning I leave. Now
this is like again do you remember I said you can either think I'm making this up or crazy
or telling the truth. On the way back I am so angry that I start speaking in tongues. Now
here's what it was like. Okay. I mean if I'm making this up it's a great story.
Huh? I have a
great I could really spin a yarn here. Huh? So, I can feel how angry I am. And I'm like, why
am I so [ __ ] mad? Why can't I just wait two, three more days? I can wait. I My friends are all
going to be pissed. I'm going to have to explain this. Like, this is going to make more chaos with
my peers than any benefit I get from working more. my uh my what happened was my girlfriend at the
time had forgot to put the SD cards in the in the camera and I was mad at her for it and I was
mad I couldn't shoot videos out there.
So I hike back and I say to myself, what's this mad voice in
my head and I'm like I want to hear it. I want to hear what this voice would say. So I let it out
cuz I cuz I felt I'm like I want to know what's in there. Man, that [ __ ] was [ __ ] weird, dude.
Holy [ __ ] It's like I can't even do it, but it's like [ __ ] [ __ ] I mean, you ever see how a
homeless person talks? Imagine that.
But like a like a white ginger guy trying to sound like
a lion while talking like a homeless person, but really trying to sound like a devil. Like [ __ ]
[ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] just like a homeless person. It's [ __ ] crazy. Random ranting. Okay.
Compulsive. Can't stop. randomly ranting and I'm powering through uh crawler's ledge way too fast
and wishing that I'll fall off and just die. You ever seen what? You ever like seen where maybe
a girl who has borderline personality disorder will get mad at her boyfriend and start push the
gas down? You remember the movie Vanilla Sky when uh is it Cameron Diaz pushes down the gas and and
is like going to uh kill uh Tom Cruz or whatever? You guys remember that? Yeah. Okay. So, I kind of
get like that kind of vibe, right? That's why you got to be careful. You date a girl with BPD.
Talk about demon [ __ ] by the way.
That's a whole other That'd be a whole other seminar. So, I
get like that. I'm super [ __ ] pissed. Went home, you know, was fine, whatever. But now I'm left
with this weird question like, "What the [ __ ] was that?" And what I realized later was for the
same reason that I can't get my friends to succeed in many cases, I also didn't have the ability
to receive that much light. I just didn't. So, it activated something. Okay. So, it's like
it's almost like this. I was never built to receive that much light. I was built to be the
dumb derper rotting in hell in the cold where I was from.
It's a great country, but you know, my
version of it was rotting in hell. That was what my life was supposed to be. And through a bizarre
series of events where I'm being around and, you know, attacked and and having to bounce
back and not give up and weird things, just like a lot of random things had to happen.
random things had to happen. And what happens is that at every level that you're gonna break
through, there's things pulling you down. So, notice that I said you have your own success. What
was the sequence I just made up here on the spot? It was like you have your own success barriers.
Then you have uh Did you write it down? You will attack yourself.
Attack yourself. What else? You
uh you'll attack people that help you. Attack the people that help you. What else? institutional
mainstream view attack within your niche. Last one's [ __ ] Satan. Okay. So, even if you push
through all that, you just come under spiritual attack in my experience. Now, maybe there's a
biological explanation. Maybe I always knew how to speak in tongues. I don't know, guys. Okay?
I'm not saying I know everything. I do not. But it was just an experience that I had. Now,
here's the best part of all this [ __ ] Okay? The specific friends that I have that would
hear this story would be like, "There goes Owen again.
There he goes again with his little
woo woo." Right? These guys, if you knew them, are so [ __ ] dark and so [ __ ] self-destructive
that they've done crazier [ __ ] than me hiking off the trail. At least I hiked off the trail
mumbling random [ __ ] and went on with my life. These are guys that wind up entangled in lawsuits
that cost them millions with the people that help them and love them the most. These are people who
alienate all their friends and the people trying to help them. These are people who have who if
you look in their eyes look like a [ __ ] shark and have black bags under their eyes and they
look like they've got [ __ ] Botox in their face. There weird ass [ __ ] looks, weird ass vibes.
And and they even accomplish a lot.
So people want to like them and they alienate their friends
and they don't even know what real friendship is because they often live in a permanent state of
that block permanently. And they get access to that abundance, that awesomeness at the expense
of their friends, of having clear uh discernment, of being miserable, of living permanently in
that reptilian circuitry. That's who they are, you know. We came from like what is it bugs
or reptiles? Who here knows evolution? Where do we come from? Monkeys. Monkeys was uh
a little far back. What else? Before the monkeys. Who here has uh chat chat GPT?
It's basically tadpoles. Okay. Uh say like what animals did we evolve from? Cuz
that circuitry is in the mind, right? Just say you know what's our evolutionary history
in a minute. Anyone have the audio version? Ibraim, you opted out. Got the audio. Yeah. Okay.
Pass it up. You ask it. What do you press? You just press It's go. It's going. It's going.
You talk to it and then answer.
What animals did we evolve as in our evolutionary history? So,
humans evolved from a long line of ancestors over millions of years. We share a common ancestor with
apes. And if you go way back, you'll find that we evolved from early primates and even further
back from small mammals and eventually from fish and other ancient life forms. It's a pretty
fascinating journey. Very sexy voice. Where can I find you? Do you like ginger? Next step AI game.
Yeah. Yeah. So, okay. So, okay. So, guys, so um that guys that circuitry is still there. You ever
just look at a crocodile and see this vacant look? It just like like that. Like it's not your little
buddy, right? It's not your little buddy. Look, there was an old rumor that was not even real that
talked about um it talked about uh that there was this woman that had a snake as a as a little
friend, right? And the snake grew.
It was fake, but it was it was debunked. But the fact it was
believable is what's funny. And the snake she thought as her friend lay down beside her and
and was like as long as her and she thought it was her little buddy and cuddled it. But later she
realized that it was actually checking its length to see if it could swallow her hole. She believed
the snake was her friend, but actually it was just sizing her up. Now it got debunked, but that that
[ __ ] was everywhere for a long time. Why is it believable? Because some humans just operate from
that snake like um that snake- like reptilian type of circuitry. That's just where they're at, right?
So, what's funny is if you talk to them about anything beyond that, the light and [ __ ] like
that or why certain things happen, they can't see that. They're in the reptilian circuitry. They're
completely unaware. Okay? They're unaware. They're they're not they don't have self-awareness. They
don't they don't know what they look like.
Lack of self-awareness. Don't know what they look
like. Don't know what they're trapped in. So, to me, that's, you know, one of the functions of
Christianity is meant to wake people up from that. So if somebody's in that snake like eat
my you know eat my odor type mindset um the way that something like Christianity would
try to disrupt that circuitry would say give to others give to another person because the snake
can't do that right so it shifts your awareness somewhere else if you maybe help an enemy or give
to others so it shifts that so if you're not able able to shift out of that then what happens
is you go into nature and you can't stay there it's too much light that's why my boy Zach had
to leave Glacier so the point being but but I mean that's him at 21 I was when I had my little
thing that was me at like 20 six or something 27 whatever it was right so what I'm saying is
at each level that you go to there's blocks But let's circle back again.
Remember to
write something like blueprint now. The thing that made it hard was not that it's hard
to write all that cuz I knew all that. It was in my mind. It's not that it's hard to write
what's in your mind. The thing that was hard was the beauty and abundance and heavenlike
environment that it would create. That was the hard part. The other big one's approach
anxiety. You ever just think, "Oh, I'd want there's a girl I'd like to go say hi to." And
you don't do it because part of your brain says, "If I did this, my I really like that girl.
I'd
be really happy to meet her. Me and her and have a fun time." And it blocks you. You look at
I ran Atlas Shrugged, Bavagita, the Bible, marketing books, Dan Kennedy, Alexi, whatever,
right? Same thing. Alex Trabosi, by the way, likes to work in a room of white walls. Doesn't
care to eat a nice restaurant. Doesn't care where he lives. Doesn't care to do nature trips. He's an
amazing [ __ ] teacher who I admire. But it's like what I told you. There's a circuitry that's going
on there.
But that guy is incredibly valuable. So you know what happens is you wind up making
choices that are completely centered around the utility of taking. So let's look at the layers of
traps. Lowest level derper in your town that you grew up in around a bunch of people you have
grievances with. Not going anywhere. Shitty commute to work. Scared to approach a girl. scared
to build a business. You try to build a business. You try to read a good book. It blocks you.
Instead, instead you look at your search history, you're looking at a bunch of [ __ ] Then a
politician comes along, tells you that it's not your fault. It's the system, which is partially
true, but never asks you to look at yourself as much.
You know, you never hear a politician go
like, "Invent some [ __ ] bitches." They just say, "I'll fix it." Then you get sucked there. Somebody
tries to come and help you by luck. They help you a bit. Self-sabotage. Maybe through some fluke.
You get pushed through that. You get put in better environments. You self-sabotage. Look, if I'm
with a group of my friends that are very elevated, we're all having fun. I know there's certain
people you can't bring. You can't bring them there.
If I'm doing a great party with my friends,
with all my buddies that are really high level, I can't bring the lower level friends or they
act weird. I've tried so many times and you're thinking I'd be different. You won't. Not unless
you've addressed it. I remember one of this this one guy who I love to death and he was like
and I'd spent probably 5 10 grand and months prepping that party. That's a cheap party, but
still 510 grand a month preparing my time. And all I could complain about was like this guy came
and talked to my girl. I go, "Bro, I spent time, energy, money to create this party. Let me enjoy
my [ __ ] party and move on. Do you think I ever invite him again? No. So, when he's looping
on how the guy came and talked to my girl, what do you think? What do you think that really
is? What's he really doing? He's never going to make a connection like me ever again. I promise
you, if I called him, he has no connections like that.
He doesn't go back to parties like that.
He smokes weed all day. I promise you. So, so what's he doing there? What's he doing?
Self-sabotage. Massive self-sabotage. Okay. So then there's self-sabotage.
People try to help you. You ruin it. You stumble upon anything that could help you,
but there's weird mainstream news around it. The followers of it instinctively ruin it by being
weird. It's almost like people spiritually say, "There's something be there's a beautiful piece
of knowledge. Let me connect to it and act super weird to turn everyone off. That'll be my role."
Blocking the knowledge. It's also huge. Then what happens is that institutions wrap around and
attack it.
And then if you get through that, you're just on the side of a [ __ ] cliff
in Hawaii speaking in tongues. Then if you get through that, they lock the country down.
Okay? Do you see where I'm going with this? Trap after trap after trap after trap after
trap after trap. Smoking mirrors, hol mirrors, illusions, mind [ __ ] with you, making you see
things that aren't there. Why are these traps here? Well, you look at them as victims.
I can tell you what the Gnostics think. They think we're in a prison planet.
Yeah. Okay. I've heard that. Might be. I mean, when you consider how powerful
human beings are and and just the less than 1% potential they're operating at, it's crazy. I
actually I wish someone had that smarter plan. I don't think they do.
I wish they did. No. No. Not
people. Oh, other Yeah. I mean, we're here. Look, I'm not saying that that's the case. And I'm not
saying that we're I'm not saying I agree with the Gnostic say, but you got to think about it. I
mean, they didn't come out with that from nowhere. Um, I don't view uh like a lot of those same
like that's viewed as heresy to to Christians, but there are certain concepts in there that you
don't have to believe like what they whatnostics say specifically, but you can you don't have to
agree with them specifically because they say a lot of like heretical stuff, but you can still see
the conceptual framework that what Jesus is saying is not that different than what the Gnostics are
saying.
They just have a different accounting of it. In other words, like living in hell is
both a place that you can go after you die, but is a dimension that you can live in now. I
mean, we're here in Chicago. How far would we have to drive to go to hell? Very close. We could
just walk out. Yeah, just walk downtown. Yeah. Right. How about Southside? Is it still like
that? I don't know. They call it used to call Chyra gentrified. Okay. My friend Brandon Carter
is from there. Okay. It's the north side now. So, we can go to hell anytime we want. Okay. What's
the solution? I got it. I'm going to end with that. So, guys, so here's So, here's what I'm
saying.
Like, I was not when my buddy came and said, "Let's go teach. Let's go to San Diego."
All that. I mean, guys, it was so crazy. Like, again, I flew into Chicago. I'm seeing all this.
I remember I I when you fly from Chicago to San Diego. I'm not sure if it's Grand Canyon you fly
over or some kind of canyons in Utah. I think it's maybe Do you fly over Colorado to get there?
Plateau. What's that? Colorado Plateau. Okay. I don't know exactly where I flew, but I remember
I was listening to like trippy ass music in the headphones like in the old school like uh airline
headphones. The shitty ass headphones right before the Dr.
Dre Beats came and save the day. Hey,
maybe he did save the day. So I um I'm flying listening to [ __ ] And I'm looking down and I
and I see Chicago coming down. I see these huge mountains that I think was maybe Colorado. I fly
over what was it? The Grand Canyon or some kind of canyons. Land in [ __ ] San Diego. I mean, this
was trippy, man. This is why I tell young dudes, you got to travel. That's why I had my kids for 5
years on the road. They're here now. That's why I do this. So they can have so I I mean, you better
believe I believe in what I'm saying cuz I took 5 years to take my kids on this. That's how
important I think it is. So that kind of ties in with what you're saying about the solution.
So, I'm not saying I have a permanent solution, but I'll tell you what my opinion is. Um, I think
what has to happen is you have to kind of forcibly do the things that happened to me by fluke.
So,
in other words, um, read holy scripture, read Bhagavagita, read read whatever you want to [ __ ]
read, whether it's like some random [ __ ] like uh, Cabala or Zen from Zen ideology from Japan.
I mean, there's amazing stuff. It's all amazing, but anything really high vibration. There's a guy
who has a really weird book with like talks about a lot of crazy weird stuff, but it's called Levels
of Energy by Fred Dodson. And the book actually goes in it's amazing.
Even though he's like talks
about aliens and time travel and angel stuff, but if you can get past that or it happened, I
don't know. I mean, I'm talking about speaking in tongues. I'm basically operating that level at
this point. So um what I would say is uh you you have to expose yourself to things that are very
very very high paradigm even if you don't like it.
So you know if you're reading hatless shrug do
what I did make yourself read it. I trained myself to read that [ __ ] You know I trained myself
to read it. I made myself sit down and I forced myself to read these really long books. Cool thing
at the Shrugged 2 is so long that you get a lot of confidence to read other books. for so long. Then
I read fountain. So you know and there's all sorts of weird like ideologies behind these authors. You
know she had come from Russia from communism. You could be a leftist and or a communist and still
gain value from Atlas shrug.
Like just take it for what it is. You you don't need to like make
all these strong opinions on it. You know there's all agenda with everything. So um made myself
read that made myself go and do cold approach which made me get in state. That was huge. just
getting in state every night. Massive. Oh my god, that is huge. Um and and it doesn't mean you
have to go out have sex a bunch of people by the way. Just go chat. Get in state. Get in
flow. Um follow ideas like from the Bhagavad Gita. Train yourself to be uh attached only to
the process and not the outcome. Do that. Uh the daqing. Train yourself to tap into the Dao. the
Bible, training yourself to give and be a giver, and other lessons that are all through the
gospels, piles of them. Okay. Make the blind man see. You're the blind man. Okay. Make yourself
walk on water when you believe. There's a metaphor there.
Turn the water into wine. Transmute. You
see, it's all in there. Have the second birth, the birth of the soul when crucified.
It's all in there. So then, okay. Then, so if you combine reading the
right books, whether it's beautiful, get off all this [ __ ] media, drugs, alcohol, cut
it all out. Eat beautiful foods, nourishing foods, read incredible books, books that talk about
how to make money, but not just selfishly, even if it could be written by selfish people,
but do it for use it for good things. Um combine that making money with again what Jesus would
say doing good things adding value doing things for free and doing things get paid and share
that and pay it forward practice Bavagita says do things that are processoriented go out get in
state a lot I personally I you know will go into the forest to pick rishi okay be careful with that
that shall kill you I have experts to help me that um but the point is you can take like rishi
mushroom cortiseps chaga jinseng I take 100y old 150y old jinseng it's like 50 bucks for a
bottle like that some people believe there's wisdom in that.
Who knows? Um I would say what
most people would tell you psychedelics. I think there's a payback on that. If you've done it and
you got wisdom, stop now. Take the wisdom and then leave it alone. Okay. Um from there, have a
path to mastery. Have some bigger vision of what you're trying to create for the world. That could
be a mother want to be great for her children. It could be an entrepreneur. It could be holding
a really high frequency and just everywhere that you go making a 7-Eleven guy smile. Early calls
that a frequency holder. But do have some bigger thing that challenges you and that puts you
through hell. Show that you want to be an agent of change. Show that you want to be somebody
who wants to bring, you know, at Carti would call it the new earth.
And that doesn't mean you can't
get paid, guys. Doesn't mean you got to be broke. People say, "Oh, you made money. How can you
be spiritual?" [ __ ] off, dude. That's another one of these weirdos who um you know, who's like
acting all weird so that you won't even look at anything elevated. Like, yeah, if you want to do
anything elevated, you have to be a broke incel. Do you see money as light? I think it's your
relationship to money. I've made money so I can come to a free event. I can eat things that are
healthy for my brain. I can take my kids around in nature. Now, on the other hand, if I'm using money
like Scrooge McDuck and just accumulating it, not cycling it in, doing anything with it, and
it's just for me, that's my relationship to it. You know, there's a difference between um
take celibacy, right? I remember I met Justin Bieber and he's like, "Yeah, my my pastor told
me that I'd gained from being celibate." That's a real sacrifice to a guy like Justin Bieber.
It
really is. Turned out his pastor was Carl Lutz, the massive [ __ ] boy. But wears the same glasses
as me and everything, but but uh Joe Rogan made a joke about him having a dick rude. But anyway, so
um but nonetheless, Justin did that. That's a real sacrifice. The average shy guy who is terrified to
even say hi to someone. Here's something spiritual and uses that as a justification to be a coward.
There's nothing spiritual about sitting in your basement with a bottle of Vaseline being mad.
Okay? There's nothing spiritual about being lazy and not building your gift to the world.
And if you don't have money, you can't cycle that forward.
Now, I don't talk about this a lot,
but I'm going to say it here to make the point. Back in the day, I was making so much cash using
that to build instructors, using that to do free events, use that to do free videos, putting myself
out there in ways that cause problem in my life to put out content that I thought people needed
to see, etc., etc. So, I don't want to say that a lot because it cheapens what I did. So, as as
far as you guys are concerned, I did it just to bank it. That's fine. But what I'm saying is this.
Um, it's okay to make money and to have cool stuff and to help people.
You help the world, including
yourself. It's just about your relationship to it. There's no reason that you have to be broke
in your mom's basement whacking off. That's not life. That's not living. That's not joy.
That's nothing. That's death. Okay? Why don't you just go live in live in the in in an alley
just praying while people die around you? Like what do you like where do people get this
[ __ ] It's missing. They don't look at the deeper levels of what's taught in spirituality.
They just take it as some surface sentence. So when they say harder for a rich man to go to
the kingdom of heaven than a than a camel to go through the eye of a needle, paraphrase, right?
What they're talking about is the is the weasly marketer guys that I'm talking about that are just
take take take take.
But you want to know what I would rather hang out with a weasly marketer
reptile than an apathetic spiritual person of the week. At least they're doing something. At
least they're doing something with their lives. As opposed to somebody who just says, "Oh, I'm
spiritual." as a way to get fake superiority who never actually did anything good. Isn't that a
great excuse for being lazy and being a insult? You know what a lot of spiritual people will say
about dating? They do this frame that there's all these women that are out there that are [ __ ]
that would have that wanted to [ __ ] them. There's all these women that want to [ __ ] me.
And I resisted cuz I'm spiritual. I resisted. I resisted this giant pool of promiscuity. There's
like this giant orgy that I was being invited into and I said no.
That's how they frame it. people
couldn't get a conversation going for more than 5 seconds. They went and actually said I they
would never have the courage to even say hi to someone and even if they summon that up, they'd
be blown off within 5 seconds. There's no real sacrifice being made. They're just scared and
that's it. So, there's a difference between, you know, a super shy guy working on his social
skills for a year. Maybe that guy's in college. He's a virgin. He'd like to meet somebody. Like to
get a girlfriend. works on his courage for a year, builds it up, finally has a little hookup,
maybe starts dating the girl. That's a very different thing than maybe a celebrity who's on
Coke every day bringing over prostitutes. So, it depends your relationship to it. So, anyway,
look, um, the last thing that I would say too is get a nature. Train yourself to get in nature.
Train yourself to get around those frequencies. And if you feel yourself not wanting to do it,
here's here's what you're going to find.
You're always going to have an excuse. You're always
going to have a reason not to go. It is going to be reason after reason after reason after reason
not to go. And what'll happen is if you even made yourself go, you'll probably have some lesser
version or maybe even a greater version of the weird [ __ ] that I experience. You're going to
feel your brain making excuses. So, look at what your brain does. Watch. You try to step up. You
You try to read a book and your brain says, "Uh, can't do it. I need a nap." You try to meditate.
Another great one, by the way. Meditation. You guys should make a list of all [ __ ] I'm kind
of I'm I'm uh freeballing this [ __ ] Okay, just write this [ __ ] down. You try to meditate.
What happens when you try to meditate? What's your brain do? Notice the similarity with
meditation and reading. You want to take a nap. you actually try to um you know look at something
like a marketing thing that you could actually use that there's no gatekeepers you could learn
marketing right now and actually build a beautiful life but what what do you start want to look at
instead if we look at your search history garbage garbage brain rot then you uh you actually do
you power through that you power through you try to break out of this What do your derper
friends do? Come on, man.
Just get out with us. Go drink. Yeah. Mock you. Look, none of this
happens to me at this point. No, no one would ever talk to me like that now. Like, I'll hear people
new to this. Like, my friends don't like it. My mom doesn't support me. I'm like, is that even a
thing? Like, why do you care? Just go win. Like, what's your why are you that weak? But when you're
in that, like when that's like your life and your friends don't believe in you and all that. Yeah.
She'll [ __ ] you up. So then so your friends start [ __ ] you up, right? Then you you know you
go past that and a million other things [ __ ] you up.
You can't go into nature, etc., etc. So
what winds up happening is I think my one of my favorite passages in the Bible is the narrow road.
Many are the ways that this is paraphrase, many are the ways lead to destruction. Narrow is the
road that leads to life. So, when I tell you that I can create something like Blueprint Decoded in a
day or two, couple days, whatever, probably a day or two, like to be honest, I'm probably doing two
hours at this point. I probably don't even need to prepare it. So, if that's the case, what is it
that would allow me to do something in 3 4 hours? What would have taken me 3, four, five years back
in the day? Why is why am I am I Superman? Like what does it actually look like that I can do it?
What's it actually look like? You're optimized in some way. It's actually really really simple.
It's like real simple. Nothing attacking you. Back in the day when I was making blueprint, if
I sat at a computer for 12 hours a day, how many hours was I actually doing anything? One.
This is
[ __ ] nothing, man. Okay. It was me making myself sit down, write something. I'd get up, I'd go in a
[ __ ] circle. Uh uh [ __ ] you know, and then I'd sit back down. It's just the same [ __ ] right?
Look, any of you guys try to start your business, you do this? Yeah. Every day. You see where I'm
going with this guy? So, the thing is is that um that's what was happening. So, that's why
when when entrepreneurs say you got to hustle, you got to grind. What it actually means you could
build a business in like a week. What it actually means I'm kind of exaggerating but like kind of
not. So, so what it actually means is you kept it's like you had to you were like spiritually
blocked and it's almost like it's almost like uh you know the movie Dune and it's from a book
too which is a great book and he and he puts his hand in the pain thing and he's got to hold it in
there excruciating and not pull it out or he dies. He has that like knife on his neck and he'll die.
Yeah, you go to sit down to do this be like either a to read an elevated book or to go in nature or
to uh to to do the thing that will change your life or to go out and approach and get insane
and meet someone you have a great dating life, you know, whatever, right? The elevated thing.
You go to go do it and and you just get kicked back out.
You're like, "Okay, I'm going
to go approach tonight, learn some social skills." It's like this is what everybody looks
like when they're learning social skills. So, you're going to go approach. They're like, which
like is the worst the worst train to be coming from when you're talking to a girl ever, right?
And you're like, [Laughter] I'm gonna get a glass of water.
I'm going to go to the bathroom. Right?
You see what's going on? Okay. So, right. So, like heaven on earth would be meet, look at
this beautiful woman, right? Meet the girl, have a fun night, like go to Millennium Park
together, holding hands, joking around, have a great sex life, take her to [ __ ] Nandos, you
know, right? joke around, build a relationship, have kids, right? But instead, it's just like
heaven on earth is and all that gone. Why? For what? For what? Cuz you're scared. On the other
side of that approach is like amazing [ __ ] You know, just write your damn book. But
it's the same thing. It's like you go to write it and you can't do it. Me creating
blueprint was just four years of [Music] not able to sleep, you know, right? While I'm
being like bukkakei pimped in every direction, you know, right? So, so the thing is um it's uh if you and and I made a choice through
this whole process.
I'm not going to complain to me. I'm complaining a lot in this video, but
I'm trying to give context. I'm not going to be a complainer. I'm not going to be a victim. I'm
not going to talk [ __ ] I'm not going to respond to people that talk [ __ ] I'm just going to keep
building. I wanted to prove that I could become a multi-millionaire, become the most successful
of anyone in the niche, and leave the biggest legacy by just focusing on adding value. That's
what I wanted. I want to do the most free events, put out the best and most that I can, free videos,
best content, help the most people. I'm just going to keep going back to the light. It's uh you know
who influenced me huge? It was Eban Peagan and he said it's David D.
And he said to me, he said,
"Owen," because I complained to him one day. He said, "Owen, look, you want to think about it like
there's this giant mountain of gold and you're you're streaming through the this the stream and
there's these little piranhas that are nipping at your heels. And what you got to do is if you stop
and you pull off the piranhas, blood will start to come out a little bit, leak out, and other
piranhas will come. So for every one you take off, what happens? Two more come. Two more come. Two
more come. Two more come. If you've ever done social media, here's what you'll notice. If you
have a troll and you think that you're clarifying what the troll says, you clarify it. The troll
will deliberately misinterpret you. Respond respond in a straw man argument misinterpreting
what you're saying, knowing that they are.
And then if you respond to that, then what happens is
two more trolls come. They the trolls are like, "Troll fast." And then they come in. And then
by the time you're done, you're arguing like a hundred people all misinterpreting you,
by the way. Straw man misinterpreting you. So, and they and they get it's like food for them.
It's literally food for them. I can recognize this [ __ ] from so far off. There was this one really
famous troll that made a video about me and it it was like millions of views, whatever. And I would
be on the street and see someone and I'd see him looking at me and I know that he recognized me
from that video by his vibe. The uh I won't name the troll, but it starts with ph. And I would go
ph. And they go, "How'd you know?" You can see by their energy. It's so easy to see it.
It's so
easy to see what drives people. You can look in their pupils. You can see the energy they're
coming from. It's a joke. And they're always like like that. They're it's like they're being
empowered and emboldened with this fake confidence of dark reptilian [ __ ] And and no matter how
many people around them can can show them that they're being weird, they don't care. They're
going to hold frame. They're being empowered by it. It's the same vibe as with the psychedelics
where you're getting all this like wisdom, but it's taking something away.
It's taking away
a certain awareness as well. So it gives a lot but it's not sustainable. You got to know when to quit
if you're doing that. So if you keep med again meditating, reading higher paradigm books, getting
into nature, making yourself build your business, just make yourself do it. Make yourself go be
social. Don't be an isolated weirdo. Okay? Make yourself get a cool girlfriend or have a cool
dating life. Make yourself travel. Make yourself do it. Get around other people that will pressure
you. You remember I said that I had like weird cluster B type characters pressuring me and then
also I had it to where um I had financial crises that pressured me.
Remember that? You want to know
another way that you can pressure yourself? You can build a mastermind your friends and tell all
them what you're going to do and then you guys collectively pressure each other. You can you
could, for example, you go out to a bar club, give your buddy 2k in cash, and then say, "I
get back 200 bucks every time I go say hi to somebody." Put a pressure on yourself that
pushes you harder than your stagnation. Maybe tap into that reptilian part of the brain going,
"Shit, I got to get back 200 bucks. [ __ ] this." There's also cool little exercises you can do when
you go out. By the way, one of them that I've done with people is I say, "Go and touch the the the
table and then come back and I'll give you a high five. Then go talk to someone who you like and
then come back and I'll give you a high five.
Now jump in a circle and I'll give you a high five.
Now go talk to someone else you like. I'll give you a high five." What does that do? What does
that teach you from the bagita? What's that teach you from the bagita? Process. It's just process.
You can do things like that. Yeah. Okay. You can do exercises where you use your voice. You guys
ever see it where I get you to use your voice, you go super loud, which pushes you and all that, and
it pushes you past your comfort zone and it forces you to get past the reptilian circuitry that makes
you scared. Fear-based challenges where you break down fear is huge. That's why I'm always hammering
on people to speak up all the time. Break through the stagnation. Break through the reptilian
circuitry. Break ignite that winner effect. Eating foods that are high vibe. Listen to music
that's high vi vibe. Reading books that are high vibe. Doing release work. Trauma release. Getting
in nature. Make yourself do it.
Make yourself build the business. Make yourself social. Make
yourself do spiritual work. Make yourself eat higher vibe foods. Make yourself And so some
of the tricks that they do is one is creating a mastermind. Other collectively uh people that will
collectively pressure you. The other is uh they call it throwing your hat over the fence. For some
people that could be paying for a training.
For some people that could be paying for a trip. For
some people that could be giving their friend two grand saying I get back 200 bucks every time I do
something. Um, the idea of throwing your hat over the fence is that if you want to make yourself
jump the fence, it's a very loweffort activity to throw your hat over it, right? It's very easy
to throw your hat over the fence. But then what do you do? Uh, what do you do then? Once your hat's
over the fence, what are you going to do? You got to go get it.
You got to go get it, right? If
you give yourself If you give your buddy 2,000 bucks and say, "Every time I say hi to someone, I
get back 200." What's that do? It's throwing your head over the fence. If you take an expensive
training, what does that do? Like, god damn it, I want an ROI. That's like what I learned from
Mystery. Throws your head over the fence. If you tell everyone what you're going to do, that puts
pressure on you. Uh, repeat this after me. One of the most powerful forces One of the most powerful
forces in human psychology in human psychology is to be congruent is to be congruent to your
identity to your identity.
So if you just start telling everybody, you start walking like that
guy or person or woman, acting like that person, telling everyone that you're that person, putting
yourself out there as that person. Admit that you're learning, but you know, you do that, you'll
want to be consistent that identity. So um you know, you could do things like move back into your
parents house to write your book.
You're like, man, I want to get out of here. You could tell
everybody that you don't smoke weed anymore. You could tell your friends, "If I I want to get a THC
test and and if I smoked weed, I owe you money." Add pressure on yourself. Get around people that
are doing it. Get involved in in groups. You know, by the way, my last effort that I'm going to make
to try to fix this [ __ ] So, you guys remember I told you I like tried freaking everything to
try to fix this [ __ ] I have one last thing I'm going to try and then I'm giving up. Maybe never
give up. Yeah. So, what I'm going to try to do, I hope I'm going to try to build this like human
awakening project type thing where even though I already release free videos, there's already free
instructions online.
There's already everything. I want to create groups in every city where there'd
be almost serving the function of a church, but where people would actually get together
once a week and kind of just pressure each other. And I think that would be cool. Maybe if
you created masterminds in every city and then you made the goal of every single person there
to improve themselves so they could be a leader for others and then their goal kind of like Jesus
become a fisher of men would be to go into public and bribe people to come in and get training
bribe them to come in and get some training so the world could be better.
Why do I want to do
that lockdown? The typical capitalist mindset is, you know what, people that aren't going to get it
are never going to get it, don't make them do it, right? But what happened was we have a society
of derpers. And now what's happening? Lockdown. Because freedom only works when the public
votes in policies that keep freedom. But if the public is a bunch of fear-based unhealthy people
hanging with their health and life by a thread, then you get put on house arrest. So eventually
as the derping increases, the wave and tsunami of derping, you're not going to have a free society
to live in anymore or you get communism. So you might, oh, I'm I'm a business owner. I don't care
about these derpers. Well, they care about you and they're coming for you to lock you down,
put you on house arrest, and take your money. So, if you even want to if you want to leave a
good environment, we guys, look, I'll be real with you.
Like, I'm 45. I go out, man. I used to
go back in the day to like out here in Chicago, wherever else. There was good people out there.
It was fun. You go out now, it's it looks like [ __ ] Resident Evil out there half the time
in a lot of these cities. It's [ __ ] crazy. And and and like they tell you you can't do
anything about this to demoralize you. Look, you're the [ __ ] leader. Like, it's your country.
Look, I'm saying this to Canadians. You're a country. You're the [ __ ] leaders of this [ __ ]
You're the [ __ ] leaders. Do something about it. You're the [ __ ] leaders. Do something about
it. So, you know, guys complain, "Oh, modern women are bad." You're the man. What do you mean
modern women are a reflection and amplification and mirror of the men? It's never the woman's
fault. I'm not saying that to be like some uh CNN reporter, by the way. Do you guys what?
How much of a [ __ ] do you have to be to be like, "No, like women are not a mirror of the man." Do
you guys know, guys, there's no such thing as a bad woman or good woman.
There's a woman with high
interest and a woman with low interest. Have you guys ever seen it where you have a girl who's
super into you and she's like a little angel, but she treated her ex like trash? If the woman
likes you, she's in your frame and she's great. And if she doesn't like you, she goes nuts. Men
have become such [ __ ] that women went nuts. It's just a reflection of society. Then guys are like,
"Well, society changed and all these movements." Well, you let it. It's your society. Who are
you blaming anybody else for? So, you know, to see that there there's a right way and wrong
way to do things, guys. And there's me there's many different right and wrong ways, but they come
back to the same universal principles. They're just different applications of those principles.
So to see society get put back into a healthier direction, it'll never be perfect.
Human nature
is not meant to be perfect. There's not a utopia. Anybody promising you utopia, be afraid. But to
get it in a healthier direction where there's still, you know, chaos and, you know, but a
healthy amount, not a not an unhealthy amount. Well, in order for that to happen, you yourself
have to step up and lead. And then you have to become a leader of others. And what I found is
the more people that I like people that I train, here's what I've just always seen. Okay,
somebody who winds up paying for a program, they tend to be very invested. A sales ad has
taken them through the process to where they finally admit they need help. Then when they
invest in it, they're trying to get ROI.
They have loss aversion. The only people that I've ever
seen be successful have been through a salesunnel, paid, and have loss aversion. That's another
example how to make yourself. So the people that I've seen successful, if that's where they
start and that's where they're trying to get to, they get from here to here by getting taught. What
do you think it takes to get from here to here? How about this then? Because I like he said
action. But I didn't include that. Okay. We get from here to here by being taught. You get
from here with action. How do you get from here to here? Leading. Okay, Zach didn't get to where
he's at. Do you guys think Zach would have got to this point by just taking training, taking
training, taking training and then then he just hops up and he and he did what he did today? Would
that have ever happened? Okay.
So, what happened was he took a bunch of trainings. We filled
his cup to max knowledge quickly. Then he came and helped. What do you think is better for his
advancement? Just taking more training or getting the initial training and then being up here? What
do you think helps the most? So men definitely, but I think women too need to become leaders
again. Um, so we have to take responsibility for our weird [ __ ] Raise the light in ourselves,
then begin to take a leadership position. So why is it so important that there's missionaries in
the Bible? Because there's a leadership position. You're you're taking it. You're taking and and
think of that what you want because there's a lot of bad cases of they go to like native countries
and create hell. But okay, real bad. But again, anything great often gets polluted like that. So
it comes down to you can get yourself to a certain point by getting a mastermind, getting mentors,
getting trainings, burning the boats. You guys ever heard the one burning the boats? You heard
that one? Yeah.
Right. The Greeks come in, they're going to go sack Troy. What's the first thing they
do? They burn the boats. Why? can't go back. They can't go back. Okay. So, they burn the boats.
So, they're going to burn the [ __ ] boats. Now, all those things you have to do, get in nature,
read better books, force yourself to sit down, force yourself to build your business,
force yourself to socialize, consume better uh consume better things in you, keep the
bad stuff out, detox the bad stuff out. Sona, I think, is amazing. Cold blinders, I think, is
amazing. anything that challenged you. I think it's amazing. Do hard nature trips. Get in nature
and make yourself get a taste for it. It's almost like, you know, remember when you're a kid, you
listen to like certain kind of music that's kind of dark and you hear like more up uplifting music,
but you don't like it.
Make yourself listen to the uplifting music. But in this case, I don't mean
music. I'd say as a metaphor, make yourself get a taste for nature. If you go to nature and
you want to run off, make yourself stay. See how long you can take it. If you're afraid to
socialize, do what I did and go and socialize for a long time. See how long you can take it.
Do that in fitness if that helps you. Do that in hiking. Do that in your business. Keep pressing
into it. What'll happen by the end of this process is rather than you sitting there struggling to
sit down and write your book, you resonate with it. You write the book real quick. Rather than you
being afraid to go talk to someone, you go do it. So socializing gets really easy as you get older,
by the way, if you keep pushing because you're like, I want to have fun.
I want to have
a girlfriend. I want to have cool friends, guy friends, whatever. Network. Easy. It's really
easy. Public speaking, getting in front of an audience. Really easy. You guys see what happened
my son Dylan public speaking? I had him up at age 11 running an event. Everyone says, "If you train
him, I didn't train him." Minimally. Minimally. I'm talking real minimally. Why was he able
to just come up and let it rip? Because he was around that energy. Echartole would always say,
and I studied Echartole a lot. He would say, "Get around the feet of the master. They will raise
your vibe." There's both a content transmission, but an energetic transmission. Echartole will he
used to talk very, very slowly because he wanted you to focus on the energetic transmission. I run
my seminars a little bit faster. By a little bit I mean a lot.
Two ends of spectrum. But I'm doing
the same thing. So it just reaches different audiences. All by the way Echart's audience I
love Echart. I'm probably the biggest Echart fanboy of all time but man his audience in [ __ ]
cope. Remember we talked about how like say like making money is bad or dating is bad and all
that man. Go see the people those spiritual seminars cope. They they should call it utopia
like copa palooa. Massive [ __ ] cop. My god, it's a cope. That's what happens when spirituality
is not met with action. I remember I went to the I love [ __ ] Till Swan, man. I'm such a fan, but
I remember I went to one of her events actually here in Chicago, too. Funny enough, she's like
real tall. And I just remember I'd never seen a more coping audience in my life. And she's great.
Not her fault.
Not her fault. She She's a baller. She's a G. She's a [ __ ] G, man. Damn. Who's
this? T Swan. She's a [ __ ] G. She's a gangster. But this this was many years ago. Many many years
ago. I don't know who she teaches now, but man, it was cope to Echartole. Man, these people look
like they're ready to blow their brains out. Let's go, bro. Look, I I explore this
stuff. Just because I make cash doesn't mean I didn't explore minimalism. When I when
I decided I'm going to try to build something, do you guys think that I didn't
consider being a minimalist? Just driving in a van and having fun.
You think I didn't think of that? You think I You think I just compulsively
did this without thinking? I considered everything.
You think I didn't
consider doing psychedelics? It's not a compulsion, guys. This is this [ __ ]
I've researched, thought this [ __ ] out. So, in the same way, what I would tell you is um
I thought about just being pure spiritual. I thought about all that. I also thought about
being pure entrepreneur. I saw the pitfalls and the benefits of each. So, when I would go to
these events of just straight spiritual stuff, including a lot of churches, man, it was a cope.
You go to a lot of uh ashrams and things like that. I've had great spiritual mentors. I've
learned from the best, man. They sit there, they coach you, they're helping you all this. They
get you meditating, all this. You go out, they got a parking ticket, and they start kicking the tire.
[ __ ] this [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] You know why? Because it's not ground anything. If you
meditate in a room alone, it's not grounding. Try staying present out in a crazy ass Resident Evil
streets in the club and bringing presences like to that environment.
Now, where did this land for
me once I went through the process? I guess what I would tell you is I just didn't really see another
choice. I didn't really see an out. I certainly didn't like the way my life looked at the time. It
sucked. So many times I tried to say kind of drop out of this [ __ ] and whatever and it sucked. You
ever seen the movie The Gray with Liam Niss? Yeah. Yeah. Great. Okay. So, that movie, the whole idea
of is that they land in I think it's like Alaska, Montana. And I think Alaska and they're out there
in the snow and inevitably they're not going to survive. There's no way they can survive. And
then there's wolves trying to kill them. So, what the movie shows is the different way that
people approach death.
How do you approach death? So, do you approach death by saying like one guy
says, "You know what? I'm just going to sit here and look at the stream. I'm just going to sit here
and look at the stream. We're going to die anyway. I'm sick of fighting. I'm sick of running. The
wolves going to come eat me. I'm going to look at the stream." Liam Niss's character says, "No,
I'm going to go all the way." And there's a uh a poem uh that they read. Yeah, you guys probably
know it. And the the purpose of see the movie if the movie had been that they could live and beat
the wolves it would be a five out of 10 movie at best like a cheap wolf Jaws like the movie Jaws
like a wolf right so what so what makes it good um is the fact that they can't live and it's
how each person approaches their death right um So was the last one alive.
What's that? Yeah. He
strapped broken bottles to his fingers. Yeah. But it's it's what it means spiritually through
the journey. Right. So they read a poem. He says, "Do not go gentle into that good night. Old age
should burn and rage at close of day. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at
their end know dark is right, because their words had forked no lightning, they do not go gentle
into that good night. Good men the last wave by, crying how bright. Their frail deeds might have
danced in a green bay. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and
sang the sudden flight and learned too late. They grieved it on its way.
Do not go gentle into
that good night. Grave men near death who who see with blighting sight. Blind eyes could blaze like
meteors and be gay. Rage rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on that sad
height curse. Bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light. So, was that the correct version? Who Who knows that
poem? Who is that? Is it Rudyard Kipling? Dylan Thomas. Dylan Thomas. Anyway, I'm not like even
like uh someone that reads that a lot, but it was amazing in the movie, right? So, I'm not sure
exactly what that was, but the point is that was what they sort of emphasized in the movie, right?
Is what does it mean not to just let your soul get sucked out? Okay, to me, that sitting in Canada
in that life is just is spiritual death.
It's the body is still there, but it's an emptied out husk.
Um, for me to have gone to an internet marketing seminar and just said, "Oh, I just, you know,"
and again, everyone should do this. It's awesome. But if you only do this is bad. Oh, I'm just going
to work on my VSSL, my funnel. That's all. Again, I love that stuff.
I want to teach it. It's
great. But that's all that you do. You stop growing. Stop fighting. You're not staying
the fight. Again, spiritual death. Not forcing yourself to get in nature, but just living in the
ego of the city. Spiritual death. You're dead. You're literally dead. Your body is just running
around in that reptile consciousness. You're literally dead.
So, what I'm saying is go all the
way. Make a choice to go all the way. Say that with me. Go all the way. Say it. Go all the way.
Okay. Go all the way. And what I mean by this is keep stay in the fight. You can you can [ __ ] up.
You can embarrass yourself. You can look stupid. You can have a moral lapse. You can you can act in
some way out of character and and make mistakes. It as long as you're not dead, you're still in the
fight, right? And in the process, have fun.
Part of raising your vibe is to have fun. Remember,
everyone should benefit, including you. Have fun. Have a fun life. Have a great life. Enjoy your
life. And what what'll wind up h because for me, part of why I just went to nature as well was
both to raise my vibe and get the insight. But I realized I got to start having more fun. I
got to have more fun. If you don't have fun, you're just mad. That's also [ __ ] you up.
Have great sex. Make some money. Go to a nice restaurant. Go in nature. Have fun. Have a lot of
fun. You're competitive. You're super competitive. You're a G. Okay. Have more fun than anybody.
Be happier than everybody. That's a G move. Be happier than everybody. It's not just how many
girls you slept with. It's what was the quality of sex. Who was your partner in that sex, right?
Like, did you like the person? Maybe you didn't like them, but it was good.
Whatever the case,
right? But there's something good about it. So, think about it from a component or a standpoint
of what are you what are you going to do out of your life? And so, you know, from a practical
standpoint, my life went from me probably winding up blowing my own brains out or just
being, you know, stuck in a shitty environment um and just being unhappy and just having a
[ __ ] job and everything would have been [ __ ] all [ __ ] to a lot of the fun that I did wind up
having as a result, which is building crazy skill sets and being an orator, uh, the social skill
sets that I teach, leaving a legacy, having fun, traveling everywhere. I wind up meeting almost
every celebrity I wanted to, although I guess there's more. Wound up reading stuff I want
to read, going where I want to go, knocking up bucket list items. I've knocked off almost every
bucket list item I have.
I've had a lot of fun. Great sex life, great dating life, great friends,
a lot of great things happened. Okay, so you know, competing with Hugh Hefner for best party in LA.
All this superficial stuff, you know, the watches, the cars, the mansions, all that. That's fun. But
again, that's just a stop on the journey. Anybody who tells that stuff is not fun, I think they're
just kind of bullshitting. It's like, well, why do you have it then? But there's also something
past that, which is who you become as a person. And to me, the real fun is knowing, okay, I
want to write a book. I can do it real fast, real quick. Okay, I want to build that business.
I could do it real fast, real quick. Oh, there's someone I like to attract, walk over, most cases,
it's on. I want to go help people, boom, my stuff [ __ ] massively helps people. Want to leave a
legacy? Put great stuff out.
Boom, you can do it. Want to jump up long speech? Boom, you can do it.
It's called being a master of your own reality. That's the real fun because I can't tell you how
many times that I've been out maybe in venues in Los Angeles where there's some rich kid and they
have everything I have but they're not having fun. They don't have the pallet to enjoy it. You
have to give to prepare the vessel to receive. So, we could be at that same fancy restaurant, but
they're not eating it or enjoying it the way I am and the way you will if you earned it. It's a
different experience. Likewise, you know, you got into nature, someone maybe just brought you there.
You didn't earn it. You're not going to feel the same way about it. The guys that I brought on a
free boot camp, didn't pay for it, didn't earn it, couldn't take it in. So, you got to earn it.
You
got to burn, you got to burn off the karmic debt. You got to [ __ ] earn it. Okay? And the thing is
this, um, there's a bigger reason why I think it's important and then a more pragmatic. So, I'm going
to give both. The the pragmatic reason is I just think the regular [ __ ] people do just [ __ ]
boring. Honestly, it's just [ __ ] boring. Like, that's all I can tell you. It's just
really, really, really boring. I mean, come on, man.
How many times you listen to [ __ ]
Taylor Swift and look at Housewives Orange County and [ __ ] jerk off and drink a beer? Like, the
shit's boring, bro. Maybe once a year to chill. They feed you some boring slave girl, bro. Save
girl sucks. I don't know. I actually don't know. Sounded good. I think I heard it something. But
okay, it's pig slop. It's gr so from a from a pragmatic standpoint, it's gruel. I also have my
own personal beliefs, my own spiritual beliefs about this. I think this is why we're here. So,
I believe that you have to do this eventually. That's my honest opinion. I think spiritually
this has to eventually happen. I don't think you get out of it. I don't think there is a way out of
it. and I think you're in jail and I'm not saying that I have all the answers.
I'm kind of just like
some dude who has like a YouTube channel and like did some coaching but what you know and had like a
interesting life. Um you ever see like uh Dr. Dre the movie I the the video I need a doctor and he's
like reflecting on his life sitting in on like in uh big sir and then this Lamborghini crashes
just shows like his life he reflects on I've had a life like that too very much but I think
that ultimately we're in jail and so it's that I think the Buddhists have some of this right to
be honest with you is that attachment right we get attached to certain worldly things and we have to
cut our attachment to it to elevate to ascend and what I think has to happen is that we kind of
move through different energetic paradigms.
Um, Fred Dawson, the book, uh, Levels of Energy,
I think, covers it very well. Uh, Power Versus Force covers it. What I love about Fred's book,
even though it's wacky, has weird stuff in it, is that he says, um, he actually rates
different environment for their level of energy, different teachers for their level of energy, and
you start to get a a taste for it, a sense of it, and I'd recommend that you do that in yourself.
But again, where I kind of uh differ, maybe not entirely, but to some extent in focus, at least
in emphasis from a lot of spiritual teaching, is I feel like this stuff means you [ __ ] crush
it. Like, why do we think that just be happy? That's everything. How about this? What about
being pissed off and sad that you're climbing a mountain and it's just cold and it hurts and it
sucks, but you feel fulfilled? I'm not saying that spirituality couldn't account for that too.
But
I'm just saying like hasn't a lot of the coolest things that happened to you been things that
were hard actually. So why so why is like if you're just happy that's enough and then you just
stare and meditate all day rather than meditation being a found meditation should be something
that you do at times to build a foundation of stability to be happy. And then once you're happy
and you're operating from a higher vibration, you can help more people. You can do more things.
You can have more fun yourself.
You can leave a bigger legacy. I was sitting at Arowan the other
day in LA and I had these two um spiritual female friends that have like all this they're like
deep in the spiritual community. I just actually ate dinner with them yesterday in Iowa. They
live in Iowa and but they come to LA a lot and uh they have they have all these friends, right?
So this guy uh comes up to me and he's like, "Oh, I know you through Sombra and Ada and like I uh
you know I I love your stuff." And I looked at him for two seconds and I said, "You should just
be more greedy and make a lot of cash." And he's like, "What?" I'm like, he's like, "But you're
so spiritual.
I wouldn't want to make cash." I'm like, "Look at yourself. Be greedy and make
cash." Why do you guys think I said that to him? Because the spiritual community has major scarcity
issues around cash. It's like financial scarcity uh conditioning, poverty condition, poverty
mindset. Like, oh, I could never get paid for what I do. Shut the [ __ ] up. This is not
spiritual. This is just like on some weird [ __ ] Like, what is wrong with you? Okay.
That's how I talk to these guys.
It's tricky, man. Yeah. Because it's like it's not that's not
him being enlightened. It's not enlightened. He has a gift. He's not giving it. When you get
paid, you can add more to that gift. Money is meant to be cycled around. He's not engaging in
that process. He's not becoming enlightened. He's not becoming detached. This guy's not on his way
to become a a [ __ ] like Buddhist enlightenment ray of light. He's just lazy. Probably does
psychedelics to be honest. Not like California. Probably sits there and [ __ ] you know, right?
So, so it's like, cool, bro. Cool. You hate money. Cool. What have you done, bro? What have you done,
bro? So, I don't see any value in that.
I like him a lot. If I didn't like him, I would have told him
what I see. And I got maybe two, three minutes of the guy before the Uber comes while I drink my
Haley Bieber smoothie from Arowan. So, I'm like, "Bro, just be greedy." Imagine how [ __ ] weirded
out that guy probably is. Like, I met Owen. He's fake. He just told me to be greedy. He needs
that. He He's in poverty consciousness. That's not him being [ __ ] enlightened, bro. Okay, it's
not. So, everybody's missing certain pieces. And part of that overall growth might happen via
a business. It might happen via a breakup, getting dumped, getting attacked in the public,
[ __ ] COVID lockdown, right? Life itself is the psychedelic. Life itself will magically
give you the medicine. Life is the medicine. That's why you're here. But if you just
become a derper and just sit around, then you're not taking your medicine. So you've got
to engage with life.
You think it's a simulation, then engage with the simulation. Engage with
it. Don't be passive. Your life will blow by. And at every way point that you can feel yourself
going into a derp state into disassociation into an unhealthy selfishness. Cuz that guy there had
an unhealthy selflessness. He had an unhealthy selflessness. But there's also there's a healthy
selfishness and an unhealthy selfishness. There's like being a taker and there's learning to
receive. That guy didn't know how to receive. So as you're doing this going through life, life
is going to give you the medicine and you have to make a choice to engage with it. Now from this
talk, you got a choice, right? This can be the start of something [ __ ] massive and it can be
the seed of your growth. Just like some of these environments and talks have been the seed and the
starting point and the catalyst for a lot of very famous people, very successful people. I can't
tell you how many times I've been in a room like this, someone's in the room, I look up two years
later, they got a million followers on YouTube, or I look up 5 years later and they're a billionaire.
It is weird.
There's people in this room right now that are future millionaires, billionaires,
maybe. There's people in this room that will make a difference. There's people in this room that
will grow. But it's really up to you what you want to make out of it. Right? So, a speech like
this where I'm really transparent and unfiltered and all that, you can take it as, okay, that was
cool. I went Owen talked to this thing, right? You can see it like that. You can see it as a wakeup
call. Do a bit better.
Did a little better, helped a bit. You could see it as a cope at a distraction
from where you're at. Or you can see it as a catalyst at a new beginning, at a genesis point.
Could be a genesis. And for whatever reason, despite the fact that I see a lot of people
don't receive it, I came here. So, if there's even one person in here that takes it on, it was
worth it for me to come to Chicago. Even one, it was worth it. And part of my process is being a
leader and spreading the [ __ ] gospel. So, that's why I came here. Okay. So, my advice to you,
my honest advice, having spent time in nature, okay? having been out in nature is if you want to
understand where this information, these ideas are coming from, here's where it's coming from.
I take
massive action in the city. I learn, I get punched around, [ __ ] around, but cocked metaphorically
and grow. I come back to foundational principles. I read. I learn. I stay in the fight. I get out
there. I help other people. I see what people need. I learned to have an intuition for what
people need. Keep finding ways and playing with it to try to help them. I spend a huge amount of
time in nature and in meditation. I take a lot of eastern herbs. I try to put eat foods that
nourish my mind and my spirit. I get out there and that time that I'm spending in nature, you
guys have to understand, it's it's intense. Like it's like a real life psychedelic. You're out in
nature. you realize simultaneous how big you are, how small you are, and we as men have to go into
nature to gain clarity. We have to. Okay. Um, what you'll see coming up for me in the future,
I have I did a I've already done a lot of videos in nature. You've already seen it, but I did this
huge series of videos just out out in nature.
When you see the quality of those, you like, damn, like
this is what happens when you go out to nature. Like, this is crazy, right? You go out there to
find clarity, right? It's like Jesus, you know, 40 days, 40 nights kind of thing, right? You
have to leave the city. You have to leave all the different attachments behind and you have to face
yourself. Okay? You have to go face yourself. You have to be honest with yourself about what you're
doing, what all this means. You've also got to get around peers that will give you feedback. You have
mentors that will [ __ ] on you a little bit and tell you where you're going wrong. You have other
peers and other people that are stepping up and they give you feedback. And you have to also go
and mentor other people. Tai Lopez, my friends, talks about that a lot. Sure, that's not the only
place that that that's spoken about. Third of your friends could be people above you, a third people
at your level, third people that you're helping, right? So, you're being you're you're getting
mentored.
You have their friends at your level, you have people that you're helping, too, to
move that energy around, to get better. And so, um, when I, the reason I'm able to come
up and I'm able to just riff like this, like that is because I've spent a huge amount of
time in the fight and in massive action, trying, split testing, experimenting, and then thinking
about this 24 hours a day.
Um, I dream about it. I I'm literally dreaming about this, okay? I dream
about it. I dream about things I'm going to do, things I'm going to try, speeches I'm going to do.
I I get weirdass downloads, which I think I don't think that's unique to me. I think that we all
have that. I get weirdass like epiphany moments, you know? I'll be walking down the street in my
head thinking about this stuff and then it's like like that and then like I just get really like
it's like it's like echo tool went you know right and I'll get present present present present
present. I also get that from going out by the way socialize.
I get that too. That's why people
get addicted on it. And I get really present and you get super super present and you get these
weird little downloads and your mind just gets very very clear. Maybe it's God or maybe it's
just your brain defragmenting. I don't know. Feels like it's like from above but it's maybe
just your brain defragmenting information. And so you you know your brain just has these moments,
right? And you also have dark nights of soul where you're like what the [ __ ] am I doing? Right? And
I think being depressed or mad is not helpful when you're just randomly a victim and pissed and just
looping on negativity.
But I think these periods where I don't know, maybe you're in nature
and you sit there and you just aren't crying because you're so mad at yourself. And that's
not crying because you're a [ __ ] or because uh you know, you're complaining. It's it's
a crying that comes from you realizing that you've had negative energy in you. that energetic
parasites in you and you're getting deceived and you're in nature and you can start to see it and
you you start to see what you've been doing and realizing you're not on the right track and the
the purging is just letting it go. You're like, "No, no, this I'm better than this. This isn't who
I am. I hate this. I don't like this. This is not me. This is not where I'm going. This is not what
I want out of life at all." It's funny to think about this because like you know if you're a guy
and you like undergo this process like you have a girlfriend who like you know you're all like
rich and like take care of her and she's like I don't know he's just like rich like she has no
clue that you're like out in nature like crying like coming to God like on hands and knees like
studying all this stuff trying stuff like so that you can build like this like childlike reality
for her to just like I love you like I'm in my soft life era you know right like I manifest this
right you've been to like the ends of the you're like you're like a Master Froto crawling up the
mountain of uh you know the Lord of the Rings, right? And she's like, "Yeah, I don't know.
He thinks money is everything." Like you so and all he cares about.
He just wants sex, you
know? Like so like but so so it's like you're just you're just stressed off your mind right
now. But anyway, so so the point being, right? I remember one of my exes was like he never loved
me in my mind. I'm like, "Do you understand what I was doing to try to build that for you? Like
if do you know what love is?" Right? you know, maybe she has some boyfriend who like won't
do any of that stuff. Just like average guy, but gives her a little more attention, you
know, right? And it's like, I'm trying to build something beautiful for you, baby. But,
you know, but so a lot of time people won't really understand. People look who even watch
my videos, not everyone understands, right? Not everyone understands. Not everyone's going to get
it.
Not everyone's going to see it. It's really, they say it's lonely at the top. It's not maybe
about being at the top compared to somebody else, but it's a it's a journey that's really for
you, right? Not everyone needs to get it. That doesn't mean to create things that no
one understands at all. That's, you know, just kind of like you being self-indulgent that no
one can benefit from. You have to make an effort to connect with other people and to try to reach
them. But what I would say, that's why you learn marketing, why you learn social skills, charisma,
all that.
But what I would say is um you it really is just you. It it's kind of like you versus you.
I'm not saying that other people are NPCs, per se, but if someone's [ __ ] with you, it's almost like
you should think of it as just like it's it's it's not actually this happened, but you almost got to
think of it like an NPC in a [ __ ] video game, right? It's like even though they're human,
I'm not saying that, but you almost have to think of it like I summoned this to show me
something.
And you're just always thinking, what is this showing me? Like, does this make
me mad? Why am I reacting to this? Am I le am I on a nature hike into Poly Coast and running
off like a satanic demon tickling my brain? Why am I struggling in this area? Why am I getting
this kind of negative feedback? Why? Oh, I can't read this book that would help me and I keep
getting up and needing a nap. Why? What's this blocking me from? What's this showing? What's this
revealing to me? And can you guys see the extent too to which modern society just beats this out
of us and demoralize us? So there's the there's when you guys think of America, right? I always
say most people would not die to defend their country the way the country is now, right? But yet
everybody here I believe does believe in America, but you wouldn't die to defend your country.
Why? Because you're demoralized.
You're like, and you're demoralized rightfully so. because
you know that other people wouldn't do it. What are you doing? Defending the country for all the
[ __ ] up [ __ ] happening in it. But the point being is this. If you get demoralized, they just
broke your frame. That's it. They just broke your frame. You failed at the [ __ ] test. So don't let
them break your frame. It's just a [ __ ] test. And I've had a lot of things that would have made
me give up, right? People who I couldn't reach. People who I love that I gave I gave everything
to, I poured into them. Every drop I had, they don't get it. Fine. Whatever.
Right? It's [ __ ]
test. [ __ ] test. [ __ ] test. [ __ ] test. [ __ ] test. [ __ ] test. It's all a [ __ ] test.
How bad do you want it? Right? How bad do you want it? Do you want to wake up? how bad you want
it. So from that standpoint, you want it, get it. LFG, you want it, get after it, get it. Okay.
Awakening, whether you'd call that enlightenment, which I think is kind of a, you know, my favorite
word for enlightenment, I like to call it [ __ ] I'm enlightened. I'm enlightened. [ __ ] you.
Suck my dick. Okay, I'm enlightened. Okay, I like to say I always say always go full [ __ ]
To me, that means enlightened because it means that you're egoless. You're just having
fun, expressing, enjoying life, present, not like calculating this thing in an astron
with a with a, you know, [ __ ] white robe or some [ __ ] right? So, look, I love those people,
too.
I learned a lot from them. But I just think there's I just think there's like other levels
than the per than it being performative. It's very performative. I don't care about performative
enlightenment. I don't care about saying, "Oh, I'm out of the matrix." and surrounding myself with
out of the matrix friends and like taking on this like like another form base identity of being the
out of the matrix spiritual guy.
I don't care. I learned that actually from a book called Spiritual
Enlightenment is the damnest thing by Jed McKenna. Not even a book I agree with entirely. Some
weird stuff in there. He just keeps going on and on about how he's enlightened, but the book's
powerful. Basically just mocks the spiritual community. It's super funny. So, although I'll
warn you that one friend of mine commits suicide because he read that book. So, be careful. Yeah,
my friend Alex Corbin killed himself after he read that. So, yep. So, be careful. Um, always go full
[ __ ] boys. Alex will be back. You know, Alex will be back. I'll be like, "Bitch, why the Alex?
What the [ __ ] you doing? [ __ ] kill yourself, Alex." Okay. So, yeah, because he's like, "Oh,
like what does life mean?" All this stuff, right? the book basically rips down the the fabric
of reality. He couldn't take it. So, you know, he he thought that like what that meant was, "Oh,
nothing has any meaning." You remember how I said when you go in nature, what does it teach you? It
teaches you that you're both big and small at the same time.
What did he take by committing suicide?
What did he take from that from that big epiphany? Small. Small. It's not true. When Okay. The meek
shall inherit the earth. That smallalness is your bigness. The the da da jq jing. Get rid of the
kink of the formbbased identity. Become merge of the whole the dao. So there's more to it. There's
more to it than that. This is all stuff you can you can learn just by reading guys.
Like I'm
spitting all this [ __ ] like it's like I'm not spitting all this [ __ ] like oh the big the small
like just kind of spitballing this [ __ ] and it would sound like I have some epiphany that you
couldn't get. Just get an Audible account [ __ ] Like it's all explained in there. There's
nothing I'm saying or you couldn't do. All the social skill stuff I know you could do. I'll
have you guys doing public speaking. Some of you tomorrow you'll get to 80% of my level in a
day. You guys saw Zack up here. You can do the same [ __ ] I got tons of clients build
up businesses, build social skills, travel, do all sorts of [ __ ] You can do it. It's not
like everything I teach you can do. It's not rocket science.
It's not inaccessible. That's why
I like to say instead of calling it enlightenment, call it [ __ ] Makes it more accessible. What
does enlightenment sound like? What is what does enlightenment make you look like and sound
like and act like? Like what the [ __ ] is that, bro? Come on, bro. Right. What the [ __ ]
is that? So, it's performative. So, it's not about it being performative. It's about
the actual alchemy. It's like these guys are like, "Well, the Bible says [ __ ] this." It's like
the Bible is about alchemy. It's about the trans. It's about the transmutation of this [ __ ] into
the soul. Has that happened for you yet? Well, then why are you looping on whether or not some
archaeological thing in Israel got found? Like they found a [ __ ] skeleton.
They think it's
[ __ ] Mary and it's like, dude, there hasn't been an alchemy yet. It's another distraction. It's a
sideeshow. It's a carnival. You say that you're out of the herd being enlightened, but you're just
in a little side herd of spiritual people. You're just in another herd. Leave all the herds. They're
just little reality tunnels that you travel down. make the reality tunnel rather than always jumping
down other people's reality tunnels. That's why in the namaste spirituality, you're jumping
down their reality tunnel. It's a good crutch to get you going. There's value there a lot lots
lots a lot. But it's not the destination. In uh Jeb McKenna, enlightenment is the damnest thing.
He says if on the road to enlightenment you see uh you see Buddha, cut his head off. Okay, just
cut it off. Okay, his rotting [ __ ] head on the side of the road. Now, what does that mean? Buddha
would tell you, he'd be about it.
He'd be like, "Fuck yeah." Why? He's not actually going to kill
someone. It's a metaphor. Okay? You don't chop someone's [ __ ] head off, right? For the the one
guy in the room, it's like, "Well, you said so." Finds a Buddha statue, chops it. So, no, it's not
that. It's the because it's the representation, right? Buddhism is the mind thing of awakening,
the mind thing. The Bible often for many most people is the mind thing rather than the actual
trans transmutation. Echori would say we talk about being present all the time. I'm present.
I'm present. But not be present. Talk about oh social skills not actually go out and build them.
Money, money, self, self, not actually go do it. So you want to be a a ror not just a striveor not
just always talking about limit well Buddhist said this the Bible said this where's the alchemy and
the alchemy comes from taking the medicine and the medicine is life itself and engaging with life.
So what that means is you have to regard most of what's in front of you as a [ __ ] distraction
from this.
Okay. Now, does that mean go full like and I love these guys, don't get me wrong. I love
these guys. Jaco Willink, David Gogggins. I love these guys, right? Like full uh sod guru, right? I
love all these guys. But, you know, it's like you have no fun in life. You're just working on your
development all the time. Maybe you become like Iron Rand. You build a entrepreneurial enclave in
the mountains you got to fly to and let society rot. I'm not saying do that. Although if that's
your thing, I could vibe with that. That'd be pretty funny. But if that's really just what you
want to do, what I'm saying is, you ever heard the expression after enlightenment the laundry? You
ever heard that? Before enlightenment, chop wood, get water. After enlightenment, chop wood, get
water. So, still go to restaurants with your boys, your friends, female friends, whatever. Still
do fun stuff. Still live your life. All the new movies out. Go see it if you want.
You know, you
want to look at a Tik Tok meme for a sec. That's fine. Want to have a wanky time? Fap it. Go for
it. Okay. Come on, bro. Some guy's like, "No, if you're light and you can't ever fap." Shut the
[ __ ] up. Like, come on, bro. That's again like, "Oh, namaste. I could never fap. I could never
eat a Cheeto." Just shut the [ __ ] up, bro. But, you know, while you may want to rub one out
sometimes or eat a [ __ ] Cheeto, that should just be a small part of your life, not what defines
your life. Because for most of society, you could literally make a like if you were to ask like
chat GPT to make a picture of the average guy in society today, it'd be like some fat high slob in
a wheelchair jerking a porn while eating Cheetos. getting like a welfare check. So, you know,
you ever seen the movie Wall-E, right? These like guys in the wheelchair in front of the
screen. So, while you're going through life, which has regular day-to-day life and chopping it
up about, you know, maybe you went to the went to the the Chicago Bulls game or the Cubs game,
you're having some fun, but while you do that, there's also a foundation and undercurrent and
thread of your growth.
So what Jesus would say is, paraphrase, be in the world but not of the world.
Okay? Be in the world but not of the world. Still got to pay the bills, guys. Still got to make
rent, etc., etc. And then as you're enjoying life, the little things, s stopping to smell the
roses, enjoying life, having some fun, meeting some girls, having cool friends, doing all this
different stuff, just living your life. Then what you can do is you can say well while I'm doing
this is this it is this it or is there something more like a larger context? So I have the ability
to you know like I spend a lot of time in Oregon, Washington State, Montana and I'll go out to the
bar and I'll just be chopping it up with a local. He's telling me about his he's fishing, you know,
he got a fish, he's got a new truck and I'm having fun talking to him.
How's it going, bro? You got
a new truck? Let me see the truck. No. Cool. Where you go fishing at? What kind of What kind of bait
do you use? What kind of rig you got? What kind of boat you got? Right? You're not above having
a regular conversation with a regular person. But there's also something more. So, you know, and
also what is the quality of the energy that you're bringing to that conversation? You know, even in
that moment, you can bring presence and energy um and awakening and light into that conversation.
In a regular conversation, not everything's, you know, what they said about uh Rand, one of
the big um critiques of it is that every single conversation is like a self-help conversation.
Like they all talk to each other like this. Even John Golt at the end just has a giant monologue
of like hundreds of pages or something.
Giant monologue talks. They all talk like this. And
like where's the regular life? So enjoy your regular life. Enjoy regular stuff. You know what?
Sometimes like you know eating some like nitrate fil hot dog and going to a baseball game is fun.
Right. Right. It is. Sometimes cheering for the home team is fun. So you know you can't be like
I'm above the formbbased identity of cheering for the Chicago Cubs.
That's just part that's just
part of another uh another side pocket of group think. You're just you're in another group think
now. So it's not being against the group think. It is about transcending the group think. You're
not in a reactive relationship to the group think. You've just transcended the group think. It's like
uh you know you get good at girls, you get older, girl gives you like a big [ __ ] test, you know,
like whatever the [ __ ] they say these days, right? And you're like cool baby. I love you babe.
Right. Of babe, of course. Oh, baby. Are you s really? My goodness. Well, you're right, baby. I
am sorry. And then you just forget what you heard and move on with your day, right? You know, be
like, why do you say that? Forget about, you know, like all this [ __ ] right? It's just whatever,
right? And you know ultimately that has to be the same thing towards uh for me some of the things
that I shared earlier in the speech about like well this guy didn't get it and I helped this guy
and then [ __ ] co happened I got put in a book and the [ __ ] Julian 2014 thing and all [ __ ]
by all that [ __ ] What's the enlightened attitude towards that you know [ __ ] it.
You see that
nonreaction? The capacity to just say [ __ ] it. Oh, I feel anxiety. I'm afraid to approach. [ __ ]
it. Right. That's that's real transcendence. Not, oh, the system's all [ __ ] up. I'm mad about
this system. Dude, chill. Relax. [ __ ] it. But while you have that mentality,
you're not fighting the system, but you can help bring light to the system and
help to transmute the system. So that is one of the last traps. And what do you see in the Bible
when Jesus is crucified? What is the final trap before ascension? is anger and again and being
against the people crucifying him.
So the last trap is reactivity and separateness. And he
says, you know, forgive them. They don't know what they're doing. And that was probably the most
important thing for me to understand is if I'm trying to help and I'm trying to build something
and people don't get it and I'm trying everything that I have, rather than getting sucked in,
forgive. And you'll find a lot of these people, man, they will just keep turning it the volume
knob up and up and up because they want you to hate them. Their goal is to make you indulge
in hatred and to really [ __ ] with you and [ __ ] hate the [ __ ] out of them. And they'll
keep turning it up and up and up and up. And that there to me, you remember we talked about
traps. To me, that's the last trap. It's it's the recognition that it's all this weight
that's put on you making you feel pissed off.
And instead of a healthy piss off like a
dark night of the soul where you gain clarity, it's it's just a looping pissed off. They make you
pissed off. They make you hate other people. They make you get demoralized. And the ultimate [ __ ]
test for Jesus is they kill him. They crucify him. They torch him to death. That's the [ __ ] test.
So what does Jesus do with the [ __ ] test when they crucify him? What's he do? Turn the other.
What is What would it mean if he hates the people and they hated him for no reason? He forgives.
They hated him for no reason. They even called for his death. So what's he do? Forgives. Does he fail
to the [ __ ] test? No.
Passes. How's he pass the [ __ ] test? Because he still loves them. Right.
So it's the energy that's manifesting through him and that he's channeling that stays consistent.
Nothing can get at it. So life is going to So as you're moving through life and engaging with it,
you're going to have a lot of stuff coming at you. And your frame has to be very very strong. You
can't do it. You can't have impact. You can't grow. You can't find the time to go in nature. You
can't take that course. You can't read that book. You can't do the thing that would be good for
you. You can't expand. You can't ascend. These other people piss you off. Society's [ __ ] up.
Societyy's going to go down.
We're never going to make it. We're not going to bounce back. All that
[ __ ] just keeps coming, right? It doesn't matter whether you live or die because at the end you'll
die. And it doesn't the body dies. And in the and it doesn't matter if you even accomplish the goal.
What matters is that you stay true. That's it. God saw it. So it doesn't actually matter, you know,
if society goes down in a [ __ ] blaze, nuclear bomb, or whatever. It's not about whether or not
there's some [ __ ] utopia. There's never going to be a utopia, so to speak. We're not meant to have
utopia. There's meant to be creative destruction, recreation, chaos actually reorders things.
things being burned away, reorder things. So, it's not meant to be a utopia, right? But it's not
failing the [ __ ] test is a very masculine thing, although I believe women can adopt that too.
And it means having a strong frame. Okay? So, as you proceed and you grow, your capacity to
hold frame and your capacity to be a leader increases on an ongoing basis.
And it is via
that process that hero's journey like uh Joseph Campbell talks about where basically you wind up
finding the resources and what you'll ultimately find is this God will never put in front of you
a challenge that you can't handle and you know you'll die eventually but the lesson that you're
meant to get while here you'll take it. That could even mean something horrible you know horrible
horrible stuff. I was in a wheelchair for half a year last year guys. I was I couldn't walk. It
was crazy. You guys know that? Yeah. I got a huge scar. Dating life was awesome. Did parties, did
seminars. I didn't fail the [ __ ] test. I was in the ambulance being dragged off. They were crying
for me in the ambulance in the in the thing.
It was so bad. And I just kept joking around. I'm not
going to fail the [ __ ] test. It's [ __ ] test, right? And and what do you think happens when
you're in in chronic pain for half a year? What's that do for you? Sucks. It's a big [ __ ] test,
right? So that that ongoing pain is a [ __ ] test. It's meant to say, can you stay positive, you
know, not give up? I I felt during that severe pain what real demoralization felt like, what real
cope felt like. I like that taught me the lesson of what coping means, what it what I'm what I'm up
against with helping people to break out of coping into thriving. It showed me where it's like I
just want relief. I would do anything for relief. It's like a guy who's just like, "I'd give up
learning social skills if one girl would like me, right? I'd give up making money if I could
just make one funnel that could uh pay me, right? It's coping." And I saw with
clarity what that looks like and what I'm helping people through.
I could see
it. I was in so much pain. I was like, "Man, if this pain would just go away, I just be
happy to live a simple life." That's how I felt. But while at times you're going to feel broken
down, you're still in the fight if you choose to be. You can get back in the fight, right? You
can get back in there. You could keep pushing. You can keep going. You can dig deeper. And every
single thing that is you're up against is showing you things and it's showing you how to find places
in the mind.
It's showing you areas that you have to let go of, attachments that you have to snip,
energetic connections that you have to cut off. It's showing you where you're lacking motivation
and that you need to dig deeper for deeper forms of motivation. Instead of just aver averting pain
being motivation or pleasure being motivation or money being motivation, you have to dig deeper.
There's points that you'll get to where if all the motivation that existed was you just getting
money, none of it would have been worth it. What I did would have never been worth it if it was just
for money. No way. But you have to find deeper levels of motivation. So you'll dig deeper. You'll
find other levels of motivation. There's also a lot of pragmatic stuff.
Oh, I'm just I [ __ ] this
up or I [ __ ] that up. Practical stuff. It's like uh you know the video game Contra. Up, up, down,
down, left, right, left, right, BA, select art. You guys remember that? You know, it's a little
passcode to get 30 lives instead of three. When you're a kid, that was the one of the first times
you had to memorize that little sequence. Up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, ba ba,
select start, right? You guys remember that? So, you know, you got to remember like that's part
of just wrote memorization. And you go, damn, how come I couldn't remember that? Why couldn't I
get the sequence right? Why wasn't my mind right? Was I tired? Did I eat fast food? Was I smoking
weed for the weed smoking crowd? Was I, you know, was I uh letting a relationship distract
me? What's going on? What was I seeing? That's where you go to your mastermind.
That's
where you go to your mentors and you keep asking questions. What book didn't I read? What didn't I
understand? What did that other person understand that let them do it that didn't let me do it? How
come I couldn't get there? What was I missing? And don't be mad at yourself. Love yourself.
You're beautiful. You're a soul. But believe that you can keep going. And then the reason why
you keep going is not because you just need more. You'll get to the point where you could retire.
You never need to make money ever again.
You're a a pillar of social life in your city. You could
have a crazy dating life the rest of your life. You never did another approach. You're a happy
person. Everything's good. You could stop if that was what fulfilled you. But why do you have
to keep going at that point? Well, what do you think that I see in LA with a lot of rich people?
They stop. Like in the movie The Gray, they stop at a certain level. So then from there, what is
necessary? What's necessary is to keep going. But why? It's the same thing as a shark when it's
swimming. Why does a shark keep swimming? So it won't pass. What would happen if the shark stops
swimming? What happens if you're too sedentary? Spiritual death. You see a lot of people, they
they retire, they just die or their spouse dies, they just die. You know, it's kind of cute
in a way, I guess, right? But, you know, they die together, right? But not the best,
right? So, that's cute, but not the best.
So, you know, so it's like, right? Like, you
know, there's spiritual death, mental death, people retire, they just die. But people
think that they're going to lose clarity, lose lucidity as they get older. I think that
eventually happens. Yes. But it's way older than you see happening. It should you see it happening
in most people. So as you get older, do you think you lose clarity or gain clarity? Do you lose
energy or gain energy? You gain I have way more energy now than when I'm young. So much more
because you learn to channel it better. Energy is not just like the length of my telomeirs, guys.
That's just part that's you just get gifted a long ass telomeres when you're young because you
don't know where the [ __ ] your dick is. So So you just So yeah, so it's like you know where
the [ __ ] anything is. So you just get gifted long telomeirs.
So you you can eat a bunch of
fast food. You don't know how to feed yourself. You look at a bunch of dumb [ __ ] and cry about
a bunch of dumb [ __ ] and waste energy and you're like a fire out shooting all over the place. You
don't know how to focus yourself. But at least you got those telomeres. But as you get older,
you learn the mental game behind all this and you learn how to motivate yourself, stay locked
in, stay focused, be creative, think laterally. You you develop all sorts of different synaptic
pathways in the brain. More lateral thinking, more energy, more focus, more understanding of
what you're doing, why you're doing it, and you just get [ __ ] clarity, man. So, you know, you
can have that Jaco Willink moment or that David Gogggins moment, but at the same time, ideally,
what life looks like is normal and you can enjoy life.
And you don't have to be a cartoon character
or just a self-parity. Although, I am a bit of a self-parody. But to be honest, in my regular
life, I'm not as much of a self-parody. Okay? A lot of people meet me in the street, they're like,
"You're just normal." I'm like, "Yeah, I'm [ __ ] normal, bro." So, you don't have to just be a
[ __ ] self. You know, I'll do a self parody here to shake you up, right? But it's kind of like when
you're [ __ ] right? You're all crazy, you know? But then once you finish [ __ ] you're like,
"Okay, so what's up?" Right? Okay. A personal growth seminar is kind of like [ __ ] right? You
know, we're shaking [ __ ] up, right? You know, if you're good in bed, you're not just like, "Oh,
hey." Right? You kind of, you know, you got to put on a little showmanship, right? So, what I'm here
is like we're [ __ ] and you know, we're going to put on some showmanship.
We're going to stretch
your mind. And those periods of stretching your mind are needed in order for you to change. That's
why you read that high paradigm book. That's why you go into nature. It's why some people do
psychedelics. Although there's a pendulum to that it's not you're not meant to be all the time
all the time the soul all the time but there has to be interspersed periods where you have that
clarification where the mind expands where new synaptic pathways are formed where the default
mode network of the brain is shut down and you're able to see things through a different light.
What you're doing is if this is regular life, you go up, you look at the bigger picture of your life
and then you have to come back down and live it.
A lot of people are addicted to the minutiae of life
but never have a bigger picture. But in the self world, what are people more addicted to often?
They're addicted to the bigger picture but don't want to put in the work. So these were things that
I was sort of able to come to over time. um you know on my journey to becoming a public speaker to
sharing information I want to share counterculture information hard to get out building a business
live events in 265 cities 75 countries around the world hundreds of thousands of people face to
face millions online massive impact impacted huge movers and shakers changed the world in many ways
that will surprise you guys that will come out as I get older building the skill sets that I built
out in public social skills that I demonstrated building a business, traveling the world, having
fun, doing things, and having a more awareness than I would have imagined when I'm young, being
a great dad, taking my kids all over the country, laughing a lot, doing great parties, enjoying
life.
These were the things that I did with the foundation that I talked about here. And as
much as it might sound hard, or you say, "Well, how do I do that? Like, what the [ __ ]
I think it's just easier just to give up. partially that you pay an ongoing penalty all the
time when you don't and I think that penalty that you pay in demoralization in the quality of
your subjective experience in the quality of your spiritual life I think you pay it in I
think you pay it in terms of not getting as much cool [ __ ] and fun maybe you can't even
afford the tickets to get goddamn ball game and I also think personally from a larger
perspective that if you really study life and you study humanity and you study human
behavior and human psychology and you try to see the underlying metaphrame of that that we
call spirituality that there's not a choice.
I don't see it. I don't see it. I don't see it.
So recognize who you are. what this place is. Where are you and who are you beyond? Thank you guys. I appreciate
it. Thank you very much. Woo! Thank you. Locked in lock..
